penile apoptosis, tissue eruption, bleeding and non funtional aftermath

[watersnake]

I have been ballooning hard since May day. I'm at the point now where I am not trying to get expansion, but rather pop my dick. Some weird fantasy aside, I now fear this could actually happen. Last balloon session I was so worried I looked at my skin for fear of a fault line. This brings me to theories of how eruption or apoptosis would actually happen- would the glans blow off completely, or would it be a uniform breach of "fault lines" all along the shaft? I am confident if I rested I would see substantial gains from all this; I hope so or this summer was a great waste. I am thinking of ballooning hard tonight to visual stimuli, but I have a fear of popping. I believe if penile apoptosis was achieved, there would be an excess of blood, so much so it could be fatal. I think its safe to believe the penis would be non-functional after such an incident. Perhaps resting now would put this "great fear" at bay.

[Pegasus]

You are not in the right frame of mind for pe at this time watersnake.

[watersnake]

You are not in the right frame of mind for pe at this time watersnake.

Mr. Pegasus, my wing-ed, horse-ed friend, I feel you have underestimated my mental strength and physical resolve. Your Jedi mind games will have little influence here. I have come across a practice of ballooning, a process that's potential is daunting. I now feel a true breach of the tissue will come during a do, when the ejac is held in and the force restrained. I don't intend to wear out my welcome here, I have been posting since I began this new practice, prior I was absent for years. Perhaps substantial rest would be worthy of another absence; perhaps when I return I will be rich in sexual prestige and valor.

[Pegasus]

While I am a proponent of edging for size gains your mental state worries me .

I have had growth through prolonged edging with DO. It can be done safely, however your mental state is not good for safe practice . You should ease up till it is .

[proactive]

I'm with Peg here. Just because you have a fantasy about something, doesn't make it a healthy fantasy. Please for your own well being step back from this and re group.