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I started P.E.ing over a month ago with JP90 routine. I got way over zealous with my stretches and jelqing and i got a black bruise half the size of a penny on my left side of my penis. Since this has happened my penis has been pale and the first two weeks the glans were cold. I was able to get hard by week 3 (very weak erections) and would get random very WEAK morning erections.
My penis does not fill up nearly as much in the head or the corpus spongiosum. Its been a couple days over a month now, and I don't seem to have hard flaccid that much but my penis head is really pale alot of times. I'm afraid I was stretching to hard and lacked oxygen to my penis head too long or messed up some valves. I accidentally jelqed at like 40% eq which caused the bruise. I was doing manual stretches but wasn't doing them for more than 25 seconds a time, and helicoptering for 15 and letting it sit before I proceeded.
For a minute I really thought I was healing but it seems that I have plateaued. I woke up today with with a 90% boner and slept it off, and woke up later with a chub and the weirdest thing happened...when I went pee, the base was erect and the corpus spongiosum and head were completely flaccid, but the head was pink. Pretty sure I did some nerve damage that seems to be healing, (i can feel even 1 tissue paper edge lightly rubbing against it), but what gets me is my EQ. I took a viagra a week and a half ago on my birthday, and it was the hardest I have been in a while, but one thing I noticed was where ever my hand was, would turn white completely and not fill back up for a few seconds....seems like extreme lack of blood flow down there.
I'm so scared I did permanent damage just from my 2nd week of P.E. I started taking gingki biloba, and l - arginine, putting vitamin e oil on it, and heating it. heating it makes my penis look pink and alive again. I would've seen a doctor a lonnng time ago, but my insurance is shitty. Is it worth it a month later? I seem to have developed a varicose vein on the lower underside of my penis where my testicles meet the penis. ANY ADVICE WOULD HELP. I'm only 20, and I am so so scared. Since this happened, I've managed to get a few boners during the day, at about 85% eq, but the part near my circumcision scar just feels lifeless and squishy...ughhh. My glans remain soft, while inflated when hard - is this normal? My penis head is normally pink all over but theres a center part where its pink and fades to pale-ish/light light pinkish all the way to the underside.
I feel like I'm trapped in a bad bad episode of twilight zone that no one will ever be able to relate to. I am desperate and getting severely depressed. I start classes on Monday that I paid so much money for, how can I get this off my mind.
p.s. i've showed it to two of my friend and they both say it looks 100% normal to them, and my boyfriend claims I was really really hard the other night (not on viagra) could it all be psychological? for corpus spongiosum to the head it feels loose and distached. Really think I overstretched my penis beyond repair :/
My penis does not fill up nearly as much in the head or the corpus spongiosum. Its been a couple days over a month now, and I don't seem to have hard flaccid that much but my penis head is really pale alot of times. I'm afraid I was stretching to hard and lacked oxygen to my penis head too long or messed up some valves. I accidentally jelqed at like 40% eq which caused the bruise. I was doing manual stretches but wasn't doing them for more than 25 seconds a time, and helicoptering for 15 and letting it sit before I proceeded.
For a minute I really thought I was healing but it seems that I have plateaued. I woke up today with with a 90% boner and slept it off, and woke up later with a chub and the weirdest thing happened...when I went pee, the base was erect and the corpus spongiosum and head were completely flaccid, but the head was pink. Pretty sure I did some nerve damage that seems to be healing, (i can feel even 1 tissue paper edge lightly rubbing against it), but what gets me is my EQ. I took a viagra a week and a half ago on my birthday, and it was the hardest I have been in a while, but one thing I noticed was where ever my hand was, would turn white completely and not fill back up for a few seconds....seems like extreme lack of blood flow down there.
I'm so scared I did permanent damage just from my 2nd week of P.E. I started taking gingki biloba, and l - arginine, putting vitamin e oil on it, and heating it. heating it makes my penis look pink and alive again. I would've seen a doctor a lonnng time ago, but my insurance is shitty. Is it worth it a month later? I seem to have developed a varicose vein on the lower underside of my penis where my testicles meet the penis. ANY ADVICE WOULD HELP. I'm only 20, and I am so so scared. Since this happened, I've managed to get a few boners during the day, at about 85% eq, but the part near my circumcision scar just feels lifeless and squishy...ughhh. My glans remain soft, while inflated when hard - is this normal? My penis head is normally pink all over but theres a center part where its pink and fades to pale-ish/light light pinkish all the way to the underside.
I feel like I'm trapped in a bad bad episode of twilight zone that no one will ever be able to relate to. I am desperate and getting severely depressed. I start classes on Monday that I paid so much money for, how can I get this off my mind.
p.s. i've showed it to two of my friend and they both say it looks 100% normal to them, and my boyfriend claims I was really really hard the other night (not on viagra) could it all be psychological? for corpus spongiosum to the head it feels loose and distached. Really think I overstretched my penis beyond repair :/
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