Need help...can't stop masturbating, injuring my penis

[xRoboCopX Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close xRoboCopX]

Hey Pegym forum. I am a 19 year old male and I have a masturbation, porn addiction. Ever since I was 13 I have masturbated to porn daily, and for the past several months now my masturbation addiction has seriously got out of hand. I am injuring my penis. I actually felt pain for the last 3 or so weeks (glans, upper upper shaft). Mind you I have managed to stop masturbating for several days in a row during the past 3 weeks but I can only put it off for like 4-5 days then I get back into my bad habit. I don't get as hard of an erection anymore. My glans is turning bluish purple. I think I have Peyronies disease due to an downward curve I have had for years. I am damaging my penis and I know it, but I just can't stop. I need to put it off for at least 2 months at least, but I don't know why I can't stop it.

I am going to see a urologist soon. I hope everything will turn out okay, but I do not have high hopes. I came on here for some guidance as to how I should stop porn, masturbation, and orgasm. Please if you have any knowledge that can help me stop my terrible addiction, feel free to reply below. I would greatly appreciate your help.

[closed158 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close closed158]

You need professional help.

If you are injuring yourself and.. know it and cant stop. There isnt much we are going to say on a forum to change your mind.

Good luck

[Dangler Senior Administrator☼ Wizard ☼ White Tiger Award 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Dangler]

Think about this aspect of what you have been doing -

You, your brain, and your penis, are getting so used to your hand, to obtain an orgasm, that when the time comes to have sex with a partner, you may very well have one hell of a disappointing experience.

You could develop an anxiety complex, and a few other insecurities that will be hurdles in you progressing in any relationship.

All because you are so wrapped up in jerking off.

You have to rearrange your priorities of life; to include self gratification.

Success for you, is within your control. I wish you good luck.

to the forums, keep us updated !

[xRoboCopX Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close xRoboCopX]

Think about this aspect of what you have been doing -

You, your brain, and your penis, are getting so used to your hand, to obtain an orgasm, that when the time comes to have sex with a partner, you may very well have one hell of a disappointing experience.

You could develop an anxiety complex, and a few other insecurities that will be hurdles in you progressing in any relationship.

All because you are so wrapped up in jerking off.

You have to rearrange your priorities of life; to include self gratification.

Success for you, is within your control. I wish you good luck.

to the forums, keep us updated !

I will fight this. I know I have it in me to do noFap further as I can do it for 4-5 days in a row. Thanks for the encouraging words and input. I'm trying to be positive and I hope that noFap can revert my penis back to a normal state somewhat. Any word on penile recovery with noFap? How long would it take a penis to recover from over masturbation?

[Dangler Senior Administrator☼ Wizard ☼ White Tiger Award 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Dangler]

maybe a few days to a couple weeks.

You'll have to think ablout doing things with a partner; divorce yourself from your hand.

[Party Senior Member Member of the Month August 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Party]

Oh my. Porn is such a problem. Copx is hurting himself and others have penis dismorphia issues and never think they could please a woman. And all the time they are perfectly normal size. At 56, I’m so lucky there was no internet when I was young.

[closed158 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close closed158]

porn is the devil.. ruined sexual opportunities for me and i had no idea at first.
Spread the word homies.

[Jay1983 Senior MemberMember of the Month Apr 2014, Sept 2016 Find all posts View Profile Close Jay1983]

Y'all crazy. Porn is the safest sex around. Just make sure you got antivirus. Norton knows what's up.

[xRoboCopX Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close xRoboCopX]

maybe a few days to a couple weeks.

You'll have to think ablout doing things with a partner; divorce yourself from your hand.

Alright, I have to set out and do it now. I've been doing this for years and I hope I haven't done any bad damage. But my only option is too stop pmo for good. This way I can let my buddy have the rest he deserves.

[closed158 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close closed158]

We got the power. When I think about porn I think of the pain its caused me now. Ill think about lustfully for about 10 seconds then remember the pain. THat has helped me give it up. I understand the science of what it did and I wont go back because I can see logically how its a fools errand.

[Dangler Senior Administrator☼ Wizard ☼ White Tiger Award 2015 Find all posts View Profile Close Dangler]

Sounds like a great attitude to go forward with.

[xRoboCopX Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close xRoboCopX]

Sounds like a great attitude to go forward with.

Thanks man.

[xRoboCopX Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close xRoboCopX]

We got the power. When I think about porn I think of the pain its caused me now. Ill think about lustfully for about 10 seconds then remember the pain. THat has helped me give it up. I understand the science of what it did and I wont go back because I can see logically how its a fools errand.

This is a great method. Whenever an urge arises I will think about how bad I will feel after I finish, and how it will only further the damaging cycle. I will do this for every urge.

[closed158 Senior Member Find all posts View Profile Close closed158]

yeah man.. lets fight the good fight.

we got the power

[xRoboCopX Junior Member Find all posts View Profile Close xRoboCopX]

Update: Ever since I posted this thread I haven't jerked off the whole week, but today I relapsed. Terrible feeling, but I am abstaining for longer now. I've never abstained this long for god knows when. I know what to do and I will set out and do it.