I'm 25, I have these problems since 2 months, here's what happened
I did PE for 4 weeks, the basic routine at 50% erection (5-10min WU, 5-10 stretch, 5-10jelq, few V-jelq, 5-10CD) 4/5 days a week, PE duration was different, I was still experimenting trying to understand how to do it. What I didn't know was that I was putting too much force especially during stretching and also jelqing and that weakened my penis, once I remember I felt an electro shock while doing a V-jelq and I stopped doing them, the week after I tried again and I had them again so I just stopped. I remember I also had some tickling sensation in the glans and some cold sensation sometimes.
Then I went to see a the doctor because I wanted a bigger penis, and PE was not convince me being not suggested by doctor, my penis is small and thin, and I asked if there were something like a therapy or surgery, and he told me not. But he proposed me to try for few months with Testosterone gel + Cialis supplements. Never started this therapy because I got problems.
I went home and tried 5g Cialis (the only time I took it), I think I tried Jelq, but penis was getting too had so I just masturbate, I don't remember exactly how it went but I remember the glans was feeling very strange. I had frequent erections as normal with cials. But I got bigger testicles and pain while walking for these 5/6 days, maybe due to not full eiaculations. The balls went ok (also today are ok) but the penis started paining. I felt persistent buring all over the below shaft, inside the glans and testicles, it was stopping only while changing position going from standing, sitting or laying down, it was feeling as the penis was in stretch even when it was just, especially glans. I had no ED problems or anything similar, just this almost persistent burning pain. Cialis don't cause these kind of problems, it must have been too strong PE. I tried once little PE but I got again the electric shock and stopped forever PE.
After 3/4 weeks, the pain was still present, but for less amount of time during the day. I masturbated once a week very softelty only stimulating glans, the last time I masturbated normally, but I was feeling some pain inside the shaft and glans. I thought I was having "only" a strong a nerve problem but that was the end.
7 weeks ago: The day after it felt strange, all the pain was gone and I started to see that the penis from normal small flaccid started to double length on it's own and feel rubbery like a bag of water, it was like there was not anymore any solid part that give some kind of rigidity to the soft penis. I started to feel it different, like it was an extraneous part of the body that I couldn't control and feel anymore. It was difficult to have even half erection, they were weak and softer. This was 7 weeks ago.
I went to see 2 doctors and I tryed to explain my sudden ED but in their mind they just stopped at "I wanted a bigger penis and.." and they didn't listen to my sensation of rubbery and told me you have ED due to psycological problems: "just go home and see a Psyco-sexuologist". I did testosterone test that day and it results low, a little outside the limit, but I did it when I was feeling terrible and had 2 weeks of ED and desperation so maybe it's normal now.
I was even having some strong heat fluctuation like 7/8 times a day just in my face and heat, starting to sweat. I thought I had some fever and didn't told to doctors.
But I belived them and started to relax a bit, in fact something happened, but not enough. The glans was softer and rubbery and the glans too, but the glans was getting some hardness back and I started to date a girl (even if my mind was incredibly sad and worried). I started to have erections back, but still my penis was feeling different. When it is soft I don't fell I have it, if I touch it is like a bag of water, no solid part inside anymore. When it's hard I feel it less and different.
Having this girl I started to have erections back in the morning, even if the were still feeling different (I explain later). The glans stared to fill again a bit when erected, after a week the glans looked almost normal when erected but once I had a tremendous strong erection with a very big and hard glans and the feeling was bad, I felt it was too hard and I had too much pressure inside.
I think she just gave me a temporary boost in testosterone and excitements, I didn't had anymore heat fluctuations or I may had less and just not notice them, but the penis was still in the same situation, having this frequent erection may helped to have a more frequent fill of the penis that's why it seemed improving, it probably is more used to have blood inside, I finally dated this girl and while with her I had continuously erections like 50 in one night, and few times when went home I had pain due to blue balls effect. In the morning I had frequently erections, that I'm not even ever been very used to have, but the penis even when erected felt different. The penis though was still feeling completely dumb and rubbery when soft and extraneous but I kind of had erections back at least. Once along with blue balls I had also some pain to the glans, probably due to erection pressing on my pants and it didn't pass the day after.
Once, 2 weeks ago we dated and I had again blue balls and again pain inside the glans. We went home to eat but she wanted immediately sex and I couldn't say no. So we had sex but I felt pain all the time and no pleasure and I came. The days after I felt stupid I did it but luckily not much changes but after 3 days the glans got softer again and it still now.
I saw this girl just 2 times in these days and no sex of course (I'll have to tell her I can't now because I have problems). Probably this loss of progress is due to the missing of the excitement and the frequent erections. The immediate high heat sensation appeared again and got back to ED, weaker erection. I had this feeling also before in the last past weeks but I was thinking I just had some fever, I instead now think it may be an ormone problem (like old ladies).
To sum up the actual situation:
The situation now in more details, it feel like I got back to 7 weeks ago, I don't have anymore spontaneous erections and:
when not hard:
is like a bag of water when I squeeze it, sometime I feel it's cold and I try to warm it. I almost don't feel it in my pants, but I feel I started to feel it again in the last 3 weeks. I a lot lost sensation at touch, too much, but it may be ok for sex, it was too sensitive before, but for sure I'd like to have it back to normal.
The glans is soft too.
The shaft feels like it has some extra fluid outside the corpus cavernosa, while when it's erected it feels like it has none of it, this part of the penis between the skin when erected it's like very dry and veins looks more evident.
When standing it gets harder, almost like normal even I feel it less present but when laying down it feels 100% soft. May be pelvic imbalance?
Middle hard
it's still rubber, and I can do movement in all direction without any responsive force, due to CS not filled.
Erected
The erections, may seem good to have but, feel strange, like I have some tickling and like a stretch-up in the balls and less control of the penis, but I feel it's more present than when it's soft.
-When it's erected the glans is again softer and not full (but slightly better now), and the shaft is hard.
I had a spontaneous erection (but weak) this morning and I didn't feel I have it, I didn't feel I had a penis attached to my body and with an erection.
When I touch it I feel it, but when not it's like I don't have it. It's a very strange sensation. That's why I'm saying that it's not erection=you are ok
Testicles
testicles are ok, these last days I had this heat fluctuation and they feel more fluid as they were in the first 2/3 weeks of ED, they feel like full of water. And sometime I have tickling sensation.
Under hot water
Not much change, it's still rubber, but when I put back in pants I feel it more hard, I think due to position change, sitting/stanging or maybe also heat.
in general
loss of sensation, presence of my dick in my pants, and loss of sensation while masturbation or sex and just a little during oral sex.
This last 2 weeks
I had I think almost none erection, but I had few when I saw this girl while kissing and some at home forced by me. But I feel more presence when it's soft. And had the heat problem, not today in fact I feel better.
I conclude saying that I'm not worring anymore, I'm more relaxed also because I met this beautiful person. I'm thinking about other things, it just feel bad when I go to pee and touch it or when I have erections that are not normal but feels "strange". That's why I don't think it's a mental problem of ED as doctor said, I'm of course worried but i'm not freeking out (has I may have appeared to them when they visit me) I know it will only make it worse and I need to relax and wait.
I've no idea on what to do next but I want to take action now if I can help it and not in 6 months when it may too late.
Next week I'll go back to my first doctor to have a basal electro doppler, but I need some help from you that may know better that the doctor which are the typical PE damage and which specific damage or probably damages I may have, the problem for sure was not Cialis, it just gave me a boost of blood flow but it was too strong PE.
Please tell me what you think, with pills supplements and pelvic exercise I should try, I'll try to ask everything to the doctor but it's something uncommon also for him. I started to take some men vitamin yesterday. I'm eating healthy but not yet doing sports since 2/3 months.
EDIT: I edited to made it more readable, I hope it's more clear
I did PE for 4 weeks, the basic routine at 50% erection (5-10min WU, 5-10 stretch, 5-10jelq, few V-jelq, 5-10CD) 4/5 days a week, PE duration was different, I was still experimenting trying to understand how to do it. What I didn't know was that I was putting too much force especially during stretching and also jelqing and that weakened my penis, once I remember I felt an electro shock while doing a V-jelq and I stopped doing them, the week after I tried again and I had them again so I just stopped. I remember I also had some tickling sensation in the glans and some cold sensation sometimes.
Then I went to see a the doctor because I wanted a bigger penis, and PE was not convince me being not suggested by doctor, my penis is small and thin, and I asked if there were something like a therapy or surgery, and he told me not. But he proposed me to try for few months with Testosterone gel + Cialis supplements. Never started this therapy because I got problems.
I went home and tried 5g Cialis (the only time I took it), I think I tried Jelq, but penis was getting too had so I just masturbate, I don't remember exactly how it went but I remember the glans was feeling very strange. I had frequent erections as normal with cials. But I got bigger testicles and pain while walking for these 5/6 days, maybe due to not full eiaculations. The balls went ok (also today are ok) but the penis started paining. I felt persistent buring all over the below shaft, inside the glans and testicles, it was stopping only while changing position going from standing, sitting or laying down, it was feeling as the penis was in stretch even when it was just, especially glans. I had no ED problems or anything similar, just this almost persistent burning pain. Cialis don't cause these kind of problems, it must have been too strong PE. I tried once little PE but I got again the electric shock and stopped forever PE.
After 3/4 weeks, the pain was still present, but for less amount of time during the day. I masturbated once a week very softelty only stimulating glans, the last time I masturbated normally, but I was feeling some pain inside the shaft and glans. I thought I was having "only" a strong a nerve problem but that was the end.
7 weeks ago: The day after it felt strange, all the pain was gone and I started to see that the penis from normal small flaccid started to double length on it's own and feel rubbery like a bag of water, it was like there was not anymore any solid part that give some kind of rigidity to the soft penis. I started to feel it different, like it was an extraneous part of the body that I couldn't control and feel anymore. It was difficult to have even half erection, they were weak and softer. This was 7 weeks ago.
I went to see 2 doctors and I tryed to explain my sudden ED but in their mind they just stopped at "I wanted a bigger penis and.." and they didn't listen to my sensation of rubbery and told me you have ED due to psycological problems: "just go home and see a Psyco-sexuologist". I did testosterone test that day and it results low, a little outside the limit, but I did it when I was feeling terrible and had 2 weeks of ED and desperation so maybe it's normal now.
I was even having some strong heat fluctuation like 7/8 times a day just in my face and heat, starting to sweat. I thought I had some fever and didn't told to doctors.
But I belived them and started to relax a bit, in fact something happened, but not enough. The glans was softer and rubbery and the glans too, but the glans was getting some hardness back and I started to date a girl (even if my mind was incredibly sad and worried). I started to have erections back, but still my penis was feeling different. When it is soft I don't fell I have it, if I touch it is like a bag of water, no solid part inside anymore. When it's hard I feel it less and different.
Having this girl I started to have erections back in the morning, even if the were still feeling different (I explain later). The glans stared to fill again a bit when erected, after a week the glans looked almost normal when erected but once I had a tremendous strong erection with a very big and hard glans and the feeling was bad, I felt it was too hard and I had too much pressure inside.
I think she just gave me a temporary boost in testosterone and excitements, I didn't had anymore heat fluctuations or I may had less and just not notice them, but the penis was still in the same situation, having this frequent erection may helped to have a more frequent fill of the penis that's why it seemed improving, it probably is more used to have blood inside, I finally dated this girl and while with her I had continuously erections like 50 in one night, and few times when went home I had pain due to blue balls effect. In the morning I had frequently erections, that I'm not even ever been very used to have, but the penis even when erected felt different. The penis though was still feeling completely dumb and rubbery when soft and extraneous but I kind of had erections back at least. Once along with blue balls I had also some pain to the glans, probably due to erection pressing on my pants and it didn't pass the day after.
Once, 2 weeks ago we dated and I had again blue balls and again pain inside the glans. We went home to eat but she wanted immediately sex and I couldn't say no. So we had sex but I felt pain all the time and no pleasure and I came. The days after I felt stupid I did it but luckily not much changes but after 3 days the glans got softer again and it still now.
I saw this girl just 2 times in these days and no sex of course (I'll have to tell her I can't now because I have problems). Probably this loss of progress is due to the missing of the excitement and the frequent erections. The immediate high heat sensation appeared again and got back to ED, weaker erection. I had this feeling also before in the last past weeks but I was thinking I just had some fever, I instead now think it may be an ormone problem (like old ladies).
To sum up the actual situation:
The situation now in more details, it feel like I got back to 7 weeks ago, I don't have anymore spontaneous erections and:
when not hard:
is like a bag of water when I squeeze it, sometime I feel it's cold and I try to warm it. I almost don't feel it in my pants, but I feel I started to feel it again in the last 3 weeks. I a lot lost sensation at touch, too much, but it may be ok for sex, it was too sensitive before, but for sure I'd like to have it back to normal.
The glans is soft too.
The shaft feels like it has some extra fluid outside the corpus cavernosa, while when it's erected it feels like it has none of it, this part of the penis between the skin when erected it's like very dry and veins looks more evident.
When standing it gets harder, almost like normal even I feel it less present but when laying down it feels 100% soft. May be pelvic imbalance?
Middle hard
it's still rubber, and I can do movement in all direction without any responsive force, due to CS not filled.
Erected
The erections, may seem good to have but, feel strange, like I have some tickling and like a stretch-up in the balls and less control of the penis, but I feel it's more present than when it's soft.
-When it's erected the glans is again softer and not full (but slightly better now), and the shaft is hard.
I had a spontaneous erection (but weak) this morning and I didn't feel I have it, I didn't feel I had a penis attached to my body and with an erection.
When I touch it I feel it, but when not it's like I don't have it. It's a very strange sensation. That's why I'm saying that it's not erection=you are ok
Testicles
testicles are ok, these last days I had this heat fluctuation and they feel more fluid as they were in the first 2/3 weeks of ED, they feel like full of water. And sometime I have tickling sensation.
Under hot water
Not much change, it's still rubber, but when I put back in pants I feel it more hard, I think due to position change, sitting/stanging or maybe also heat.
in general
loss of sensation, presence of my dick in my pants, and loss of sensation while masturbation or sex and just a little during oral sex.
This last 2 weeks
I had I think almost none erection, but I had few when I saw this girl while kissing and some at home forced by me. But I feel more presence when it's soft. And had the heat problem, not today in fact I feel better.
I conclude saying that I'm not worring anymore, I'm more relaxed also because I met this beautiful person. I'm thinking about other things, it just feel bad when I go to pee and touch it or when I have erections that are not normal but feels "strange". That's why I don't think it's a mental problem of ED as doctor said, I'm of course worried but i'm not freeking out (has I may have appeared to them when they visit me) I know it will only make it worse and I need to relax and wait.
I've no idea on what to do next but I want to take action now if I can help it and not in 6 months when it may too late.
Next week I'll go back to my first doctor to have a basal electro doppler, but I need some help from you that may know better that the doctor which are the typical PE damage and which specific damage or probably damages I may have, the problem for sure was not Cialis, it just gave me a boost of blood flow but it was too strong PE.
Please tell me what you think, with pills supplements and pelvic exercise I should try, I'll try to ask everything to the doctor but it's something uncommon also for him. I started to take some men vitamin yesterday. I'm eating healthy but not yet doing sports since 2/3 months.
EDIT: I edited to made it more readable, I hope it's more clear
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