I am writing this to hopefully help someone that ends up reading this. My PE journey has been an interesting one to say the least. This is my first and last post ever on this forum, i made this account a long time ago to look at progress pics.
Anyway, here goes: freshman year of college right before i left home to move in to the dorm i measured my willy... 5.9 inches. Not impressive i thought, so in the dorm room shower that year i began jelqing a few minutes a day, and sure enough, within a year, i was 7 inches and had gained some significant girth too. I was certainly pleased with my gains at the time. I also read about kegaling for erection quality, so i did that and thought there is surely no harm in flexing my muscles while masturbating.
A year later durring a jelqing session i saw blood come out of my penis. This was followed by 3 months of pelvic pain. The anxiety durring this time mounted to extreme levels, the cronic pain, the uncertainty, it was literally impossible to get things off my mind. I couldn't focus in classes and after a couple months of pain and barely being able to masturbate i quit sleeping. After 3 sleepless nights my parents came and got me from school, after 5 nights they took me to the emergency room.
I had previously seen a doctor for the pain before i went to the ER "give it a couple weeks and take an ibuprofen" was not what i wanted to hear. At the ER the doctor gave me some medicine for sleep and told me to see a urologist. I had insomnia to the point of barely being able to function for a month.
I followed the doctors advise and scheduled with a urologist, before i know it the urologist scheduled me for surgery to do imaging (a urethral scope and a retrograde pyelogram) even after surgery the doctor told me everything was fine and that he didn't know why i was having pain.
Thankfully some SAINT decided to post on these forums about pelvic floor issues and protocol to fix them (HANS protocol). I started following this protocol and started seeing improvements. I started taking sertraline daily for anxiety. I had the post-op appointment with the urologist and told him that reverse kegaling and pelvic floor stretches such as the hindi squat helped me, he didn't seem to care, just another rude doctor.
About 4 months since starting the HANS protocol's exercises, and 7 months since the beginning of this ordeal, It seems like this nightmare is finally over. Thank God. I am quitting PE forever now though. My advice to anyone that reads this is get out while you can. Dont do some obscure excercies that the doctors know nothing about and wont know how to help you if something goes wrong.
I have been to general physicians, councelors, a psychiatrist, an urgent care clinic, the ER, the urologist, and the surgical hospital because of this nonsense. Ive been running around on zero sleep trying to talk to my professors and pass my classes. Its been a nightnare. My advice to any of you is just be happy with what God gave you. Also, do some searching within yourself and find where your fulfillment really comes from. There is no fulfillment in PE. Everyone else on these forums also seems to be plagued with anxiety. Somehow i feel like we are all similar.
Be careful brothers. Its not worth it.
Anyway, here goes: freshman year of college right before i left home to move in to the dorm i measured my willy... 5.9 inches. Not impressive i thought, so in the dorm room shower that year i began jelqing a few minutes a day, and sure enough, within a year, i was 7 inches and had gained some significant girth too. I was certainly pleased with my gains at the time. I also read about kegaling for erection quality, so i did that and thought there is surely no harm in flexing my muscles while masturbating.
A year later durring a jelqing session i saw blood come out of my penis. This was followed by 3 months of pelvic pain. The anxiety durring this time mounted to extreme levels, the cronic pain, the uncertainty, it was literally impossible to get things off my mind. I couldn't focus in classes and after a couple months of pain and barely being able to masturbate i quit sleeping. After 3 sleepless nights my parents came and got me from school, after 5 nights they took me to the emergency room.
I had previously seen a doctor for the pain before i went to the ER "give it a couple weeks and take an ibuprofen" was not what i wanted to hear. At the ER the doctor gave me some medicine for sleep and told me to see a urologist. I had insomnia to the point of barely being able to function for a month.
I followed the doctors advise and scheduled with a urologist, before i know it the urologist scheduled me for surgery to do imaging (a urethral scope and a retrograde pyelogram) even after surgery the doctor told me everything was fine and that he didn't know why i was having pain.
Thankfully some SAINT decided to post on these forums about pelvic floor issues and protocol to fix them (HANS protocol). I started following this protocol and started seeing improvements. I started taking sertraline daily for anxiety. I had the post-op appointment with the urologist and told him that reverse kegaling and pelvic floor stretches such as the hindi squat helped me, he didn't seem to care, just another rude doctor.
About 4 months since starting the HANS protocol's exercises, and 7 months since the beginning of this ordeal, It seems like this nightmare is finally over. Thank God. I am quitting PE forever now though. My advice to anyone that reads this is get out while you can. Dont do some obscure excercies that the doctors know nothing about and wont know how to help you if something goes wrong.
I have been to general physicians, councelors, a psychiatrist, an urgent care clinic, the ER, the urologist, and the surgical hospital because of this nonsense. Ive been running around on zero sleep trying to talk to my professors and pass my classes. Its been a nightnare. My advice to any of you is just be happy with what God gave you. Also, do some searching within yourself and find where your fulfillment really comes from. There is no fulfillment in PE. Everyone else on these forums also seems to be plagued with anxiety. Somehow i feel like we are all similar.
Be careful brothers. Its not worth it.
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