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When I was young I would masturbate by rubbing or grinding my crotch against the ground since I didn't know how to masturbate with my hands and I would get hard with my penis facing downwards when it would normally point almost straight up. If I got off the ground my penis would shoot right back to its high erection angle and then I couldn't get it back down to masturbate in the way I did it was that hard. I remember flexing my pc muscle once when young and that alone would cause a throbbing erection.
Fast forward to about 13-14 and I am doing it one night when I hear a audible crack or pop sound and I immediately stop, no pain and I don't check it until the next morning. There was no visible damage, discoloration, swelling or even pain but from that point onwards my erections were weak to non attainable despite vigorous stimulation for about 3 years.
I even got the courage to tell my mom I wanted to see a urologist and he had this erection hardness thing and asked me to feel different glans like things and tell him which one was like mine, I never heard back from him and as I recall he was unhelpful.
When I was around 17 I started experimenting with herbs etc to try and fix it myself and I could get erections if I ate a teaspoon of raw minced garlic or took effervescent ginseng tablets but the glans was never fully engorged and easily deflated by squeezing where as before it was shining purple and rock hard.
I assume these were just increasing blood flow to the area and there is a leak in the cavernous spongiosum. I don't think it was a fractured penis as iv'e heard that is extremely painful and very visibly noticeable but maybe i partially did as there is a "kink" on the underside where the penis exits the body, like when you kink a hose and if I get erections now its never visually, even when looking at porn, not that I do that much if at all since I have a gf.
To get an erection now requires constant stimulation to keep one at around 70% when standing up and if i'm on my back its around 50% with a nearly completely flaccid glans, whereas before it would stand erect if I was on my back now it just falls flat onto my stomach and I can easily move it about whereas before my erection and angle was set in stone. I would also unconsciously automatically keep my pc muscle flexed to try keep my penis hard which causes pe which I am now trying to make a effort to undo and flex the bc muscle instead.
My gf has commented how I don't stay hard during foreplay or if i'm going down on her and in the past I would try and get to sex as quick as possible for that reason in fear of not being able to get it up. Interestingly nighttime erections when I wake up to pee are 100% hard until I actually get up to go to the toilet.
I really miss the feeling of getting an erection and feeling my penis pump more and more blood into it and it getting harder and harder and the anticipation of sex.
Im 28, in good shape eat lots of veggies and protein/fats had my testosterone level checked, its 393 pmol/L (range is 175-700) and 17.6 mnol/L (range is 8-29)
I believe its injury related pe since I can pinpoint when it started and its immediate onset at a young ago and i'm sharing this hoping someone can shed some light on this or has been through it and fixed the problem.
Fast forward to about 13-14 and I am doing it one night when I hear a audible crack or pop sound and I immediately stop, no pain and I don't check it until the next morning. There was no visible damage, discoloration, swelling or even pain but from that point onwards my erections were weak to non attainable despite vigorous stimulation for about 3 years.
I even got the courage to tell my mom I wanted to see a urologist and he had this erection hardness thing and asked me to feel different glans like things and tell him which one was like mine, I never heard back from him and as I recall he was unhelpful.
When I was around 17 I started experimenting with herbs etc to try and fix it myself and I could get erections if I ate a teaspoon of raw minced garlic or took effervescent ginseng tablets but the glans was never fully engorged and easily deflated by squeezing where as before it was shining purple and rock hard.
I assume these were just increasing blood flow to the area and there is a leak in the cavernous spongiosum. I don't think it was a fractured penis as iv'e heard that is extremely painful and very visibly noticeable but maybe i partially did as there is a "kink" on the underside where the penis exits the body, like when you kink a hose and if I get erections now its never visually, even when looking at porn, not that I do that much if at all since I have a gf.
To get an erection now requires constant stimulation to keep one at around 70% when standing up and if i'm on my back its around 50% with a nearly completely flaccid glans, whereas before it would stand erect if I was on my back now it just falls flat onto my stomach and I can easily move it about whereas before my erection and angle was set in stone. I would also unconsciously automatically keep my pc muscle flexed to try keep my penis hard which causes pe which I am now trying to make a effort to undo and flex the bc muscle instead.
My gf has commented how I don't stay hard during foreplay or if i'm going down on her and in the past I would try and get to sex as quick as possible for that reason in fear of not being able to get it up. Interestingly nighttime erections when I wake up to pee are 100% hard until I actually get up to go to the toilet.
I really miss the feeling of getting an erection and feeling my penis pump more and more blood into it and it getting harder and harder and the anticipation of sex.
Im 28, in good shape eat lots of veggies and protein/fats had my testosterone level checked, its 393 pmol/L (range is 175-700) and 17.6 mnol/L (range is 8-29)
I believe its injury related pe since I can pinpoint when it started and its immediate onset at a young ago and i'm sharing this hoping someone can shed some light on this or has been through it and fixed the problem.
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