penile injuty, need help

[keinan]

hello everyone,
i have returned to PE after a very long break starting again with JP90
i was doing the program and was happy ofc but 1 day(it was 3 weeks ago)
i got a important phone call while im doing a session, i had to stop and answer the call
which took 2 mins then returned to finish my session i stopped at the middle of jelqing phase and started again after the call
then i felt the injury happened(the pain), looked carefully at my glans and i saw 3 red dots, i stopped immediately and warmed down
let my penile rest for 3 weeks and then i thought to try again,
now every time i try to do the program the red dots reappear in a dark bordeaux color.
even though i dont feel pain im afraid to try any further.

EDIT: this time i tried to focus one penile and understand the causes,
i have noticed so far all 3 red on the left glans and i also feel uncomfortable in the left side of penile the right one feels ok
thats extremely weird so i did my search on anatomy and i saw part called corpora cavernosa which is divided to two
right and left i start suspect i have injured my left corpora cavernosa if anyone can light my eyes on the subject i will be very glad
i may be worng ofc

EDIT2: just checked lost 2cm in length, feels pain in the beginning of the glans at ejaculation
feels uncomfortable while erection(all this after the dots disappeared, and ofc only on the left side of the penis)
total disaster for me, lost faith in any sexual activity
doctor arent helpful, well i lost so much from 1 mistake feels heavliy bad. from this situtaion the only geuss i have is that i lost my penile ability at least for the next 6 month if im lucky
wish me luck please

have i lost the ability to gym my penile?
or is there an option for me?
thanks in advance

[incogneeetoe]

What happens when you edge?

[keinan]

What happens when you edge?

as long as i dont have the red dots it wont reappear when doing self sexual activity as i have tested it so far

[Mike_b]

You better see a doctor about those spots before they go away. If there is something there to be looked after, I'm sure they'll find it aka they'll probably know what is going on down there. A urologist would maybe be helpful. I'm pretty sure they'll go away on their own but yeah I guess it wouldn't hurt to let em take a look!

[keinan]

You better see a doctor about those spots before they go away. If there is something there to be looked after, I'm sure they'll find it aka they'll probably know what is going on down there. A urologist would maybe be helpful. I'm pretty sure they'll go away on their own but yeah I guess it wouldn't hurt to let em take a look!

not possible for me since to see a doctor will take me a month and the red dots will disappeared in 1~2 days
unless i will hurt my penis intentionally its not possible

[Mike_b]

I understand, sorry for bringing that up.

[keinan]

I understand, sorry for bringing that up.

its ok, thanks for trying help me i may go to the clinic and try to see a doctor without invition.

[Big Al]

How large are the dots? Are you impaired in any other way?

[keinan]

How large are the dots? Are you impaired in any other way?

i would said 1~2 mm
its make me feels like im reinjured my self but much less

[keinan]

i saw a doctor today he looked at it and sent me to dermatologist -_-
no faith in doctors