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NEVER underestimate (nerve) damage on yourself !
Since my injury and the total devastation and fear that I experienced had such an impact on me, I decided to write about it during those most difficult days. This may seem a little too dramatic, but read on… there is a good reason for me to share my thoughts.
And I ‘d like to think of this post to maybe have a positive effect on someone even if it only serves as a reminder for safety.
I know that most of who read this have experienced some kind of an unexpected event while trying to make things better with their genital organ. Turns out you can make things worse. Much worse, or even the worst of worst in some cases. Even though we do notice warnings before it happens, it happens due to random factors like individual physiology, bad luck, ambition and recklessness.
In my case, I didn’t even know that something like what seemed to have happened to me was even possible. It did not happen, but now I know it can happen, and some bad damage is done and I can only wait for it to heal.
Since pretty much everybody would have done or does, I freaked out and tried to research what was the most likely case that I was suffering from. Unfortunately, the only very few shared experiences that I could find that were similar to my symptoms were the worst kind: total and (possibly) permanent loss of connection between penis and brain/body.
I wrote specifically about what happened in my injury thread, so the short version: while stretching to the left, the very top of it snapped in a weird way, but without any sound, no pain, no physical warning or any discomfort before or at the moment, no nothing. Just a day or so later it was the only explanation which came to my mind that explained the suddenly dead organ hanging from my body.
I would consider myself rational and positive thinking. But there is no way around a feeling of total anxiety and panic if you face the fear of possibly cut your beloved organ neurologically from your brain and therefore its function. I believe that this kind of damage is very hard to occur and it really seems to me that the kind of damage that happened to my nerves is therefore somewhat unique.
Let me explain why: it is worse that I would have imagined. And I mean I already would have imagined it like being the worst shit that can happen. It is worse than you can ever imagine if you do not have experienced the same. I know there is plenty of reasons for total devastation for any kind of injury or malfunction of your sexual organ. But trust me, there is nothing like this one. This one will do exactly what I have read from someone’s experience who seems not to have recovered, which is infinitely tragic for that person. I can’t even describe how much respect and appreciation I feel for anyone who has to go through life with a condition described above, for whatever reason it may have resulted of.
You pretty much lose your soul. It’s actually what drives you and your body through life. This is not an overstatement. The impact is bigger than just the loss of sexual activity or that particular pleasure (which yes, is horrible enough), it affects anything and everything else in your life also.
If you don’t have this to look forward to, you don’t have any kind of pleasure to look forward to, because you can’t feel it any longer. I mean any kind of happiness will not feel the same any longer. It’s all connected, and it makes sense. Think about it. The range of evolution has equipped us with this feature ultimately for the very reason of reproducing, this function runs much deeper within our psychology and physiology that we could ever really be aware of. We are what we are. And as simplistic and shortsighted as it may seem to allege: you literally lose your biological function and this manifests in ones physiology and psychology (from time to time if not immediately), you lose everything and have to come up with something else that provides your will for life.
This sudden and brutal realization of the ramifications came to me in only a few DAYS of anxiety.
Typical erectile dysfunction of any kind or any other kind of injury, in all its negative and very serious impact, is nothing compared to this shit.
There are whole dimensions between having a hard time getting an erection and the impossibility of ever getting an erection or orgasm.
It changed my views on human psychology and many other things aswell, even on life itself. And there are so many questions that arise from my conclusions. Like, what about asexual humans - what about people who never had sex drive - what about transgender men who castrate themselves for feeling trapped in a wrong body – and so on? Does it maybe really all come down to neurological issues and some people don’t even know what they suffer (from) and therefore feel empty (or angry) and search for any solution? Stuff like that… but issues for other posts or discussions, obviously.
Anyways, let me finish this post with two bottom lines:
Those horror stories are certainly true and the possible damage that can be done is worse than you might think, no matter how unlikely or rarely it happens. And most importantly, the possible damage is absolutely not necessarily proportional to how reckless/careless you treat yourself. Being careful and aware at the beginning of your exercises is not enough. You need to continue to be careful, always. This is important because the more you exercise, the more confident you get and the numbness of your organ increases unnoticed: so you won’t receive warning signs or pain as you should or usually would – combined with your ambitions and your enthusiasm, this can result in recklessness and very dangerous and unpredictable damage.
If you read this because you recently have damaged your penis or/and you are about to freak out already or right now, you need to chill out. Not (only) because it’s better for you and your healing to kick in, but (also) because it is very likely and close to surely not as bad as you fear. We know in our guts how very important that single part of us is, so we naturally overreact. You did stuff with him that you should not have, so he reacted with being damaged or pissed. But it’s the same thing with any other part of your body, like a wound on your hand: it heals over time. So be patient and let it heal. And treat him with more respect – he deserves it.
And I ‘d like to think of this post to maybe have a positive effect on someone even if it only serves as a reminder for safety.
I know that most of who read this have experienced some kind of an unexpected event while trying to make things better with their genital organ. Turns out you can make things worse. Much worse, or even the worst of worst in some cases. Even though we do notice warnings before it happens, it happens due to random factors like individual physiology, bad luck, ambition and recklessness.
In my case, I didn’t even know that something like what seemed to have happened to me was even possible. It did not happen, but now I know it can happen, and some bad damage is done and I can only wait for it to heal.
Since pretty much everybody would have done or does, I freaked out and tried to research what was the most likely case that I was suffering from. Unfortunately, the only very few shared experiences that I could find that were similar to my symptoms were the worst kind: total and (possibly) permanent loss of connection between penis and brain/body.
I wrote specifically about what happened in my injury thread, so the short version: while stretching to the left, the very top of it snapped in a weird way, but without any sound, no pain, no physical warning or any discomfort before or at the moment, no nothing. Just a day or so later it was the only explanation which came to my mind that explained the suddenly dead organ hanging from my body.
I would consider myself rational and positive thinking. But there is no way around a feeling of total anxiety and panic if you face the fear of possibly cut your beloved organ neurologically from your brain and therefore its function. I believe that this kind of damage is very hard to occur and it really seems to me that the kind of damage that happened to my nerves is therefore somewhat unique.
Let me explain why: it is worse that I would have imagined. And I mean I already would have imagined it like being the worst shit that can happen. It is worse than you can ever imagine if you do not have experienced the same. I know there is plenty of reasons for total devastation for any kind of injury or malfunction of your sexual organ. But trust me, there is nothing like this one. This one will do exactly what I have read from someone’s experience who seems not to have recovered, which is infinitely tragic for that person. I can’t even describe how much respect and appreciation I feel for anyone who has to go through life with a condition described above, for whatever reason it may have resulted of.
You pretty much lose your soul. It’s actually what drives you and your body through life. This is not an overstatement. The impact is bigger than just the loss of sexual activity or that particular pleasure (which yes, is horrible enough), it affects anything and everything else in your life also.
If you don’t have this to look forward to, you don’t have any kind of pleasure to look forward to, because you can’t feel it any longer. I mean any kind of happiness will not feel the same any longer. It’s all connected, and it makes sense. Think about it. The range of evolution has equipped us with this feature ultimately for the very reason of reproducing, this function runs much deeper within our psychology and physiology that we could ever really be aware of. We are what we are. And as simplistic and shortsighted as it may seem to allege: you literally lose your biological function and this manifests in ones physiology and psychology (from time to time if not immediately), you lose everything and have to come up with something else that provides your will for life.
This sudden and brutal realization of the ramifications came to me in only a few DAYS of anxiety.
Typical erectile dysfunction of any kind or any other kind of injury, in all its negative and very serious impact, is nothing compared to this shit.
There are whole dimensions between having a hard time getting an erection and the impossibility of ever getting an erection or orgasm.
It changed my views on human psychology and many other things aswell, even on life itself. And there are so many questions that arise from my conclusions. Like, what about asexual humans - what about people who never had sex drive - what about transgender men who castrate themselves for feeling trapped in a wrong body – and so on? Does it maybe really all come down to neurological issues and some people don’t even know what they suffer (from) and therefore feel empty (or angry) and search for any solution? Stuff like that… but issues for other posts or discussions, obviously.
Anyways, let me finish this post with two bottom lines:
- Be warned.
Those horror stories are certainly true and the possible damage that can be done is worse than you might think, no matter how unlikely or rarely it happens. And most importantly, the possible damage is absolutely not necessarily proportional to how reckless/careless you treat yourself. Being careful and aware at the beginning of your exercises is not enough. You need to continue to be careful, always. This is important because the more you exercise, the more confident you get and the numbness of your organ increases unnoticed: so you won’t receive warning signs or pain as you should or usually would – combined with your ambitions and your enthusiasm, this can result in recklessness and very dangerous and unpredictable damage.
- Keep calm.
If you read this because you recently have damaged your penis or/and you are about to freak out already or right now, you need to chill out. Not (only) because it’s better for you and your healing to kick in, but (also) because it is very likely and close to surely not as bad as you fear. We know in our guts how very important that single part of us is, so we naturally overreact. You did stuff with him that you should not have, so he reacted with being damaged or pissed. But it’s the same thing with any other part of your body, like a wound on your hand: it heals over time. So be patient and let it heal. And treat him with more respect – he deserves it.
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