OK I hope I’m posting this in the correct place.
I’ve been reading these forums for a while, but never posted, never really had to. Had ED my entire life, not on my own - except for an unhealthy stint with porn addiction - just with other people. So I built a strong familiarity with kegels, reverse kegels, meditative brwathing, MMOs DOs etc etc, which helped ALOT. Never really subscribed to a program or routine, just kind-of followed my intrigue and figured it out as I went along.
A while ago I realised that somewhere between a kegel and a reverse kegel, there was this space I could relax into where my pelvic floor would feel incredible. it was like a fluttering or humming somewhere behind my penis and if I relaxed and meditated on this sensation it would spread and my breathing would turn into spasms resembling mini-orgasms. Needless to say, I became mildly addicted to this sensation, and seeing as I could do it anywhere, I pretty much did it all the time. It would make me feel instantly more sexual, and would make girls just seem more sexually intense to be around. After I’d say 5 days of this, I was holding a reverse kegel after one of these relaxation sessions, and just as I felt I was approaching a new level of pelvic floor relaxation, I developed a new sensation. It was like a feeling of fullness somewhere in my penis, kind of like the feeling of getting erect but not all that pleasant, and I cant get an erection from it.
It makes me feel weird, almost like when tickle your lips or scratch a fork on a plate, not pain, just a sense of ‘ahh stop it’.
It greatly dampened the orgasmic feeling of what I had going on before, and whenever I go back to that place of relaxation, I feel that feeling again, almost like a stretching feeling in my penis. And now I also feel it in my big toes (?!).
I have tried stopping all the reverse kegels and pelvic relaxation, but it has almost become unconscious and habitual and I’m worried I caused some sort of damage and I’m preventing the area from healing, or gradually worsening it.
Anybody know what’s been going on to me?
It’s been about a week now since it first happened. I seem to be able to get hard and cum without any problems(maybe a little aching?) but even that could be exacerbating it. Any advice as to what I should do?
I’ve been reading these forums for a while, but never posted, never really had to. Had ED my entire life, not on my own - except for an unhealthy stint with porn addiction - just with other people. So I built a strong familiarity with kegels, reverse kegels, meditative brwathing, MMOs DOs etc etc, which helped ALOT. Never really subscribed to a program or routine, just kind-of followed my intrigue and figured it out as I went along.
A while ago I realised that somewhere between a kegel and a reverse kegel, there was this space I could relax into where my pelvic floor would feel incredible. it was like a fluttering or humming somewhere behind my penis and if I relaxed and meditated on this sensation it would spread and my breathing would turn into spasms resembling mini-orgasms. Needless to say, I became mildly addicted to this sensation, and seeing as I could do it anywhere, I pretty much did it all the time. It would make me feel instantly more sexual, and would make girls just seem more sexually intense to be around. After I’d say 5 days of this, I was holding a reverse kegel after one of these relaxation sessions, and just as I felt I was approaching a new level of pelvic floor relaxation, I developed a new sensation. It was like a feeling of fullness somewhere in my penis, kind of like the feeling of getting erect but not all that pleasant, and I cant get an erection from it.
It makes me feel weird, almost like when tickle your lips or scratch a fork on a plate, not pain, just a sense of ‘ahh stop it’.
It greatly dampened the orgasmic feeling of what I had going on before, and whenever I go back to that place of relaxation, I feel that feeling again, almost like a stretching feeling in my penis. And now I also feel it in my big toes (?!).
I have tried stopping all the reverse kegels and pelvic relaxation, but it has almost become unconscious and habitual and I’m worried I caused some sort of damage and I’m preventing the area from healing, or gradually worsening it.
Anybody know what’s been going on to me?
It’s been about a week now since it first happened. I seem to be able to get hard and cum without any problems(maybe a little aching?) but even that could be exacerbating it. Any advice as to what I should do?
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