this post is supposed to help anyone with a recent injury who is naturally worried and trying to find some useful information.
i remember very well that i was in a state of utter panic and devastation. a post like i am going write now would or could have helped tremendously.
my injury was very unique and unlucky and you probably won't find your symptoms or the same thing that you experienced. yet you should read this. because if you can't beat the hell that i went through, meaning if your injury and what happened after are not worse, then you will very very likely be fine. the healing process just takes a very long time and has ups and downs that you may need to go through.
when i researched the internet for similar stories, i couldn't find any. not one. and at that point i didn't even know what was ahead of me. i just wanted to know if i'm going to be fine.
worst scenario, permament or complete damage. but it seemed that doesn't happen. but i couldn't find shared stories of people who healed over longer periods of time.
especially is it hard to find happy ending injury stories of many months. most of injuries seemed to heal over just a few feeks. this worried me. but it shouldn't worry you. there is no such time limit and some healing needs much more time than we are used to with other injuries.
i posted two threads in the past and then stayed away for months until now. no need to read them, really, but here are the links to those threads and posts:
https://www.pegym.com/forums/penile-...eels-dead.html
https://www.pegym.com/forums/penile-...-yourself.html
so i injured myself severly while stretching about over nine months ago because i was reckless. i thought nothing can happen while stretching because most warnings only consider jelqing. wrong. jelqing injuries seem to happen more often or likely, but i think what happened to me is much worse than most of what i've read.
i stretched my penis with a lot of force to the upper left side, and then it snapped. this may confuse you... how can i flaccid penis snap. well it did, because it felt brutal and i immediately stopped and wondered. there was no pain and the snap wasnt at the top of my shaft where i rolled my penis over my other hand while stretching. the snap happened somewhat behind the root, maybe up to an inch into my body. there was no pain at all, and there was nothing visible. i checked it and took a look for several minutes, there was nothing.. so i assumed that it was nothing bad, but i was wrong.
unfortunately my first thought turned out to be correct. in the first moment of the incident i knew that something really bad happened. like something got detached inside.
next time i woke up i could feel the weird lack of sensation the first moment i opened my eyes. if you lose feeling of your penis you can weirdly feel it. it's just so obvious since it's so different than from what you're used to, even if you don't feel anything. it was total horror freak show and i was in panic mode from that morning on. but i still managed to keep cool. this is going to be fine in a couple of days i thought.
i'm not the kind of person who freaks out easily.. i don't run to doctors or take any medicine, these are the last things that i would do.
after about one or two weeks i went to a urologist. at this point i wasn't cool at all and feared for my life because i was worried of permanent total damage.
of course the doctor prescribed viagra and couldn't see any problem.
i went to many doctors. none of them helped me or could help me. they learn that nothing can happen to a flaccid penis and they stick to this no matter how or in what way you tell them that something is wrong. tests are useless. as long as they can't see the damage with their eyes and the test show results of blood flow within a range of what is considered normal, your words to a doctor do not matter. because there is no way to compare it to what was it like before.
each of my visits was extremely frustrating. i am writing this to spare you the same waste of time and humiliation. modern medicine and doctors are not set or equipped to be able to help you with an injury like this. i can't even blame them that much. it is much much worse than you could ever imagine. you only know how bad this is if you experienced the same.
anyways, so the bad news is doctors can't help, and i believe any kind of medicine won't make a difference. the good news is your body doesn't need any of that. it can heal, and it will. with time. just eat healthy and get enough sleep.
so i was completely impotent for two weeks. my penis did not feel like a penis. it was surreal. it simply had no sexual function at all. after a few weeks when i tried to get an erection i managed to get it to some degree with a lot of stimulation with my hand. this was enough for me to be certain it would get back to normal. a couple of weeks later when i was able to masturbate and orgasm i thought i had the worst behind me. i did not. the real horror show started after that.
after about two months the skin on the top of my penis started to change its colour and touch. it got darker with a tone of purple or blue and felt like leather after a while. then one day noticed varicose veins on the top also, vessels that i had never seen before, which were definetely not there or visible before. i went to the hospital with this, but as already mentioned, it wasn't taken seriously. vessels like that are normal they would say. after more weeks past my complete penis was surrounded with this old skin.
and then after about five months my scrotum started to feel different. yes. first i thought this can not happen. please. i must be imagining this, this is simply impossible. please no more, please. but slowly my scrotum felt lighter. at the end of the six month mark my scrotum felt like just half of its weight. it wasn't my testies, but it was the skin that got softer and thinner, and as if the tissue surrounding the testicles would degenerate. i couldn't understand how this was even possible now, but the skin of the scrotum, as i researched, is connected to the skin of the penis in many ways. i mean there are several layers that are directly connected. so now i had to worry about my scrotum and my balls aswell?
i think that (the skin) of my penis couldn't receive enough blood to be healthy because there were blocked or damaged vessels, or whatever. maybe a damaged ligament just blocked those nerves and vessels, who knows. it's just horrible to not know and be unable do anything about it. i must have damaged an area which is responsible for the supply of my genitals. i guess the worst place to injur yourself is the root of your penis.
by the middle of january my scrotum would be darker too and felt uncomfortable all the time. i had to change position every few minutes when i was traveling, i couldn't even sit. guess what a doctor told me: it is normal of the scrotum to react to cold and such, bla bla bla. like i had never observed how my scrotum reacted before. these motherfucking doctors, really... some of them i wanted to punch in the face.
my scrotum when hanging low had more the form of a sand glass because the tissue on the top of the scrotum was either gone or very weak. i believe this was also fat tissue or whatever muscle tissue that there is. it slowly seemed to degenerate.
this process remained about six to eight weeks. it was the worst. i thought due to nerve damage all that tissue is going to degenerate over time.
just imagine these changes. take a moment and imagine. my sexual organs aged 40 years within 4 months. i was in a state of anxiety like this for more than half a year.
i forgot to mention the itching of my penis and the scrotum that started in january. very uncomfortable to say the least. there was also tingling and tweaking every now and then around my penis. i took these as positive signs of possible healing. i welcomed anything other than total numbness.
around the middle of february my scrotum finally stabilised a little. since then i see and feel positive process.
at the beginning of march i started to feel more of those tiny little signals of comfort that you can feel when you get aroused, even without an erection. erections got better step by step each week throughout everything else and felt more and more like i remember them from before my injury.
during march my scrotum seemed to get stable again.
i was incredibly happy to see each of the positive turnarounds. most of the time things got worse and i didn't see something to get better to be even possible. that isn't how healing is supposed to happen, is it? i have no clue what my body is doing. but it seems to know what it is doing.
now after almost nine and a half months i am at the point where i can not only have erections sometimes, but again have an erection at any time, like before the injury.
feels good.
i'm very happy to be able to write these words, really.
i don't know if the skin of my penis and scrotum will go back to normal, i just hope so. as long as sexual functions are fine, i'm okay.
i deeply, deeply regret that i injured myself like this and the way it happened. it practically cost me a year of my life. just one moment that can change your life like that. i still cannot believe this happened to me. but it seems i'm going to be okay.
so i hope this is helpful to someone. pretty sure noone has my particular kind of injury or the symptoms i experienced. but aslong as you don't suffer worse, you should be fine.
there is not much worse that can happen to a man than a penis injury. but it heals.
i remember very well that i was in a state of utter panic and devastation. a post like i am going write now would or could have helped tremendously.
my injury was very unique and unlucky and you probably won't find your symptoms or the same thing that you experienced. yet you should read this. because if you can't beat the hell that i went through, meaning if your injury and what happened after are not worse, then you will very very likely be fine. the healing process just takes a very long time and has ups and downs that you may need to go through.
when i researched the internet for similar stories, i couldn't find any. not one. and at that point i didn't even know what was ahead of me. i just wanted to know if i'm going to be fine.
worst scenario, permament or complete damage. but it seemed that doesn't happen. but i couldn't find shared stories of people who healed over longer periods of time.
especially is it hard to find happy ending injury stories of many months. most of injuries seemed to heal over just a few feeks. this worried me. but it shouldn't worry you. there is no such time limit and some healing needs much more time than we are used to with other injuries.
i posted two threads in the past and then stayed away for months until now. no need to read them, really, but here are the links to those threads and posts:
https://www.pegym.com/forums/penile-...eels-dead.html
https://www.pegym.com/forums/penile-...-yourself.html
so i injured myself severly while stretching about over nine months ago because i was reckless. i thought nothing can happen while stretching because most warnings only consider jelqing. wrong. jelqing injuries seem to happen more often or likely, but i think what happened to me is much worse than most of what i've read.
i stretched my penis with a lot of force to the upper left side, and then it snapped. this may confuse you... how can i flaccid penis snap. well it did, because it felt brutal and i immediately stopped and wondered. there was no pain and the snap wasnt at the top of my shaft where i rolled my penis over my other hand while stretching. the snap happened somewhat behind the root, maybe up to an inch into my body. there was no pain at all, and there was nothing visible. i checked it and took a look for several minutes, there was nothing.. so i assumed that it was nothing bad, but i was wrong.
unfortunately my first thought turned out to be correct. in the first moment of the incident i knew that something really bad happened. like something got detached inside.
next time i woke up i could feel the weird lack of sensation the first moment i opened my eyes. if you lose feeling of your penis you can weirdly feel it. it's just so obvious since it's so different than from what you're used to, even if you don't feel anything. it was total horror freak show and i was in panic mode from that morning on. but i still managed to keep cool. this is going to be fine in a couple of days i thought.
i'm not the kind of person who freaks out easily.. i don't run to doctors or take any medicine, these are the last things that i would do.
after about one or two weeks i went to a urologist. at this point i wasn't cool at all and feared for my life because i was worried of permanent total damage.
of course the doctor prescribed viagra and couldn't see any problem.
i went to many doctors. none of them helped me or could help me. they learn that nothing can happen to a flaccid penis and they stick to this no matter how or in what way you tell them that something is wrong. tests are useless. as long as they can't see the damage with their eyes and the test show results of blood flow within a range of what is considered normal, your words to a doctor do not matter. because there is no way to compare it to what was it like before.
each of my visits was extremely frustrating. i am writing this to spare you the same waste of time and humiliation. modern medicine and doctors are not set or equipped to be able to help you with an injury like this. i can't even blame them that much. it is much much worse than you could ever imagine. you only know how bad this is if you experienced the same.
anyways, so the bad news is doctors can't help, and i believe any kind of medicine won't make a difference. the good news is your body doesn't need any of that. it can heal, and it will. with time. just eat healthy and get enough sleep.
so i was completely impotent for two weeks. my penis did not feel like a penis. it was surreal. it simply had no sexual function at all. after a few weeks when i tried to get an erection i managed to get it to some degree with a lot of stimulation with my hand. this was enough for me to be certain it would get back to normal. a couple of weeks later when i was able to masturbate and orgasm i thought i had the worst behind me. i did not. the real horror show started after that.
after about two months the skin on the top of my penis started to change its colour and touch. it got darker with a tone of purple or blue and felt like leather after a while. then one day noticed varicose veins on the top also, vessels that i had never seen before, which were definetely not there or visible before. i went to the hospital with this, but as already mentioned, it wasn't taken seriously. vessels like that are normal they would say. after more weeks past my complete penis was surrounded with this old skin.
and then after about five months my scrotum started to feel different. yes. first i thought this can not happen. please. i must be imagining this, this is simply impossible. please no more, please. but slowly my scrotum felt lighter. at the end of the six month mark my scrotum felt like just half of its weight. it wasn't my testies, but it was the skin that got softer and thinner, and as if the tissue surrounding the testicles would degenerate. i couldn't understand how this was even possible now, but the skin of the scrotum, as i researched, is connected to the skin of the penis in many ways. i mean there are several layers that are directly connected. so now i had to worry about my scrotum and my balls aswell?
i think that (the skin) of my penis couldn't receive enough blood to be healthy because there were blocked or damaged vessels, or whatever. maybe a damaged ligament just blocked those nerves and vessels, who knows. it's just horrible to not know and be unable do anything about it. i must have damaged an area which is responsible for the supply of my genitals. i guess the worst place to injur yourself is the root of your penis.
by the middle of january my scrotum would be darker too and felt uncomfortable all the time. i had to change position every few minutes when i was traveling, i couldn't even sit. guess what a doctor told me: it is normal of the scrotum to react to cold and such, bla bla bla. like i had never observed how my scrotum reacted before. these motherfucking doctors, really... some of them i wanted to punch in the face.
my scrotum when hanging low had more the form of a sand glass because the tissue on the top of the scrotum was either gone or very weak. i believe this was also fat tissue or whatever muscle tissue that there is. it slowly seemed to degenerate.
this process remained about six to eight weeks. it was the worst. i thought due to nerve damage all that tissue is going to degenerate over time.
just imagine these changes. take a moment and imagine. my sexual organs aged 40 years within 4 months. i was in a state of anxiety like this for more than half a year.
i forgot to mention the itching of my penis and the scrotum that started in january. very uncomfortable to say the least. there was also tingling and tweaking every now and then around my penis. i took these as positive signs of possible healing. i welcomed anything other than total numbness.
around the middle of february my scrotum finally stabilised a little. since then i see and feel positive process.
at the beginning of march i started to feel more of those tiny little signals of comfort that you can feel when you get aroused, even without an erection. erections got better step by step each week throughout everything else and felt more and more like i remember them from before my injury.
during march my scrotum seemed to get stable again.
i was incredibly happy to see each of the positive turnarounds. most of the time things got worse and i didn't see something to get better to be even possible. that isn't how healing is supposed to happen, is it? i have no clue what my body is doing. but it seems to know what it is doing.
now after almost nine and a half months i am at the point where i can not only have erections sometimes, but again have an erection at any time, like before the injury.
feels good.
i'm very happy to be able to write these words, really.
i don't know if the skin of my penis and scrotum will go back to normal, i just hope so. as long as sexual functions are fine, i'm okay.
i deeply, deeply regret that i injured myself like this and the way it happened. it practically cost me a year of my life. just one moment that can change your life like that. i still cannot believe this happened to me. but it seems i'm going to be okay.
so i hope this is helpful to someone. pretty sure noone has my particular kind of injury or the symptoms i experienced. but aslong as you don't suffer worse, you should be fine.
there is not much worse that can happen to a man than a penis injury. but it heals.
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