Hi there I'm boofguy
I started doing PE about 3 years ago, doing it on and off throughout that time.
This past year though I hit a spell of catastrophic depression cuz my nightmare of an ex sent me through the ringer, I went through a period of huge stress before I stopped seeing her in January and after that I literally had no attraction to sex or women or anything, it was soul crushing. All I did was work out all the time, take this supplement called test180alpha cuz it slightly made me feel better, and then after about a month and a half of that I stopped and just did nothing all the time. I started seeking a lot of psychological help, more than I was already getting for other problems, to try and pull myself out of this nightmare. I saw a hypnotist, that certainly turned things around for me somewhat, overall its been a slow recovery, but thats enough for the mental information.
in that time my penile health was very strange, I wasn't getting erections when I should have for obvious reasons. After seeing a hypnotist I could get erections but felt no attraction towards girls even in sex, it was a very confusing period. during that period though, in mid march of this year, my penis was probably the largest its ever been. my original EL was 7.2, and I had hiked it up to 7.8-8.0 which I was pumped af about. during this period, I was possibly over 8.0, with insane girth to match it. I didn't do any excersizing during that time, and shortly after a few weeks, this faded into weak erections that were much smaller and thats how its been ever since. Id say my dick lasted in its good state for about 2-3 weeks, where erect size and flaccid size were much larger. After that faded and I started seeing shittier erections I decided to start using my bathmate pump again, which is what I've been mainly using for the past year and a half or so. Every time I used it however, it did not seem to give me any improvements and infect it just started to hurt my dick. One time a week or two ago, it felt good but when I took the pump off my dick was straight purple looking, so I said f that I gotta heal.
During this period of time, I've had hard flaccid on and off but mostly its there, I get pains in my flaccid penis and pelvic area, my right testicle hurts sometimes and always seems to be like drawn up or scrunched or something, and I've been constipated af idk if thats relevant to anything.
What do I do, what to I take, what doctors do I go to see and what direction do I move in please help, this year has been enough of a nightmare and a mystery.
EDIT#1: Okay so I just read the entire HANS protocol and I am like almost 100% sure I have an overactive PF muscle, and that I have some sort of PF dysfunction. So my NEW plan is to follow the routine after figuring out how to do those different exercises, and then see where I get in a few weeks.
My PF problems are clearly like pretty damn bad, so any other notes of what to do with those issues would be appreciated. I feel strongly that if I can properly recover my size and EQ, it will line up with my mental recovery and this may be the end of my road of PE to be entirely honest... I just gotta get that length and girth back, and fix my mind. Then ill be done
I started doing PE about 3 years ago, doing it on and off throughout that time.
This past year though I hit a spell of catastrophic depression cuz my nightmare of an ex sent me through the ringer, I went through a period of huge stress before I stopped seeing her in January and after that I literally had no attraction to sex or women or anything, it was soul crushing. All I did was work out all the time, take this supplement called test180alpha cuz it slightly made me feel better, and then after about a month and a half of that I stopped and just did nothing all the time. I started seeking a lot of psychological help, more than I was already getting for other problems, to try and pull myself out of this nightmare. I saw a hypnotist, that certainly turned things around for me somewhat, overall its been a slow recovery, but thats enough for the mental information.
in that time my penile health was very strange, I wasn't getting erections when I should have for obvious reasons. After seeing a hypnotist I could get erections but felt no attraction towards girls even in sex, it was a very confusing period. during that period though, in mid march of this year, my penis was probably the largest its ever been. my original EL was 7.2, and I had hiked it up to 7.8-8.0 which I was pumped af about. during this period, I was possibly over 8.0, with insane girth to match it. I didn't do any excersizing during that time, and shortly after a few weeks, this faded into weak erections that were much smaller and thats how its been ever since. Id say my dick lasted in its good state for about 2-3 weeks, where erect size and flaccid size were much larger. After that faded and I started seeing shittier erections I decided to start using my bathmate pump again, which is what I've been mainly using for the past year and a half or so. Every time I used it however, it did not seem to give me any improvements and infect it just started to hurt my dick. One time a week or two ago, it felt good but when I took the pump off my dick was straight purple looking, so I said f that I gotta heal.
During this period of time, I've had hard flaccid on and off but mostly its there, I get pains in my flaccid penis and pelvic area, my right testicle hurts sometimes and always seems to be like drawn up or scrunched or something, and I've been constipated af idk if thats relevant to anything.
What do I do, what to I take, what doctors do I go to see and what direction do I move in please help, this year has been enough of a nightmare and a mystery.
EDIT#1: Okay so I just read the entire HANS protocol and I am like almost 100% sure I have an overactive PF muscle, and that I have some sort of PF dysfunction. So my NEW plan is to follow the routine after figuring out how to do those different exercises, and then see where I get in a few weeks.
My PF problems are clearly like pretty damn bad, so any other notes of what to do with those issues would be appreciated. I feel strongly that if I can properly recover my size and EQ, it will line up with my mental recovery and this may be the end of my road of PE to be entirely honest... I just gotta get that length and girth back, and fix my mind. Then ill be done
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