Hi to everyone,
Im a 20 years old guy
6 months ago I tried jelqing and clamping. I do not say that what happened next is the fault of these exersices but rather my own personal fault. I clamped my organ and was jelqing erect ( Yes I know what a idiot i was ). As I was doing it my penis just lost erection out of sudden, never in my life I have lost an erection while I was stimulating it prior that. I just thought that maybe I just overworked it and went to sleep.
The next day when I woke up and went to take a shower, as always I do I tried to masturbate but to my surprise as I was touching my penis it was acting dead. And it looked really pale and felt cold to touch. No matter what I couldn't get any reaction. Something like this never happened to me before. I did not even know the feeling of any kind of sexual disfunction. At that moment Im had the worst panic attack in my life. I just didn't know what to do and where to go. I was feeling as if I know that m being hanged tomorrow. After it happened I got really bad diarrhea, just pure water. And I was just feeling my guts are constantly moving and making noises.
Also in a matter of two days I noticed that my ballsack was sagging really low and was huge. After examination I could feel big veins on my left testicle that were making the lefts side sag and heavy. I also had this constant ache-pain under the left base of my penis. The thing is that after 6 months my unit is working. But its not the same not even slightest. Before the injury when I had an erection my glans would look like pink jelly, very shinny and glossy. But now they just look like they have the same texture as the base of my penis. And also before the injury I never had any veins on my base. Now i have this little spider veins and big veins all over it. But the thing that makes me worry the most is the fact that because of the varicocele my left testicle has lost a lot of size. And Im afraid that it will not stop losing size. Im so lost right now.Ive been to all kinds of urologists which all say its normal and its in your head. I can understand them, because they did not know how my penis looked prior to the injury.
What are your thoughts, what might this be?
Im a 20 years old guy
6 months ago I tried jelqing and clamping. I do not say that what happened next is the fault of these exersices but rather my own personal fault. I clamped my organ and was jelqing erect ( Yes I know what a idiot i was ). As I was doing it my penis just lost erection out of sudden, never in my life I have lost an erection while I was stimulating it prior that. I just thought that maybe I just overworked it and went to sleep.
The next day when I woke up and went to take a shower, as always I do I tried to masturbate but to my surprise as I was touching my penis it was acting dead. And it looked really pale and felt cold to touch. No matter what I couldn't get any reaction. Something like this never happened to me before. I did not even know the feeling of any kind of sexual disfunction. At that moment Im had the worst panic attack in my life. I just didn't know what to do and where to go. I was feeling as if I know that m being hanged tomorrow. After it happened I got really bad diarrhea, just pure water. And I was just feeling my guts are constantly moving and making noises.
Also in a matter of two days I noticed that my ballsack was sagging really low and was huge. After examination I could feel big veins on my left testicle that were making the lefts side sag and heavy. I also had this constant ache-pain under the left base of my penis. The thing is that after 6 months my unit is working. But its not the same not even slightest. Before the injury when I had an erection my glans would look like pink jelly, very shinny and glossy. But now they just look like they have the same texture as the base of my penis. And also before the injury I never had any veins on my base. Now i have this little spider veins and big veins all over it. But the thing that makes me worry the most is the fact that because of the varicocele my left testicle has lost a lot of size. And Im afraid that it will not stop losing size. Im so lost right now.Ive been to all kinds of urologists which all say its normal and its in your head. I can understand them, because they did not know how my penis looked prior to the injury.
What are your thoughts, what might this be?
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