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    pe routine is feeding the ego
    masturbation feeds the ego
    lust feeds the ego


    watch your weakness gentlemen , Look at what pornography you watch and realize what ego is being fed.
    If you are depressed watch what your ego likes to satisfy itself with
    when you are happy watch your ego and see what it likes to watch ..


    through my meditation and yoga practice, i realized that each ego wants to be satisfied , Be careful!!!! .
    Why do you masturbate? and who masturbates? what is your purpose?
    Are u actually masturbating or did your weakness take control of your inner being ? lets call this weakness or ego
    a demon. DId your inner demon want to satisfy itself? did it not lie to you and persuaded you to masturbate? did it not?
    after you finished masturbating did you not feel guilt? But before you were so happy to masturbate, but now after your demon was fed you feel guilty? why? who is feeling guilty?

    why do you have your fetishes? who has the fetishes is it you? or is your inner weakness? is it not true that ur sexual preference changed over the years, you used to like girls now you like girls with dicks, is this not true? first you liked tits now your preference is to suck on feet, perhaps your preference took on a twisted turn and now your into little girls, is this not true?
    Before you had a sexual preference and now it totally changed, is this not true?
    what changed,? did your sexual preference change ? you changed? or did your ego change? perhaps you have 100 egos connected to your fetishes, and each ego wants to satisfy its fetishes?



    when i was younger i was into masochism now i am not
    back when i was younger i was into feet worship , now i am not

    even if i go back to the porno i will feel disgust , why will i feel disgust? because the ego is not being fed anymore, the ego lost its power .

    be careful , look at the hunger of your ego, watch your lust , look at it observe it , see what it wants,


    Do not feed your ego , Instead go find a woman and learn about sexual alchemy, learn about kundalini yoga and zazen meditation .


    If you have problems with homosexuality or any fetish please realize that the only reason you have a problem with it is because you identify with your ego , When you have absolute non attachment with your ego , when you are just acting as an observer , and watching your mind , you will gain freedom , we call this freedom of suffering , understand gentlemen , that ur inner self can never suffer, only your ego suffers,

    your ego is the thought you created of yourself,

    you are more than what you think of yourself . Through self knowledge we will be able to transcend this self limiting egos .
    BUt change only comes from being miserable, how miserable are you now? when your truthfully tired of suffering , you will be hungry for self knowledge , you will want to change ,


    i am tired of pornography im tired of the egos, im tired of masturbation ,
    You actually think im typing this, But im not typing this, it is my ego lol ....ehhhh you will understand after you spend 1-2 years practicing meditation .

    right now if you respond back watch yourself respond back , dont go into your fantasies, but live inside this second , and have complete awareness when you respond back to my post, you will see that your ego is typing , you never type, you are just the observer ,

    silence your mind gentlemen , not forcefully but just observe your mind , dont have attachment with your personality or character,
    realize that all sexual fantasies are egoistical fantasies, all sexual addiction are egoistical addictions, they can all be surpassed when they are not fed, when you have attachment with ur fetishes you give them so much power ..


    if you stop masturbation , if you stop sexual fantasies, you will experience freedom ,
    Instead of lust cultivate it into love ,I think its time to find a woman, (but now your ego is saying oh i dont want to find a woman
    because my penis is small i will feel pain if she hurts my feelings!) lol watch ur egos gentlemen have non attachement! stop giving it power , just watch it , dont become one with it ,




    we are more than what we think we are , more than this suffering, more than this beliefs, more than this self limiting beliefs,
    wake up! ,

    look at ur mind talking to itself! is it you or is it your ego you created!!!

    WHO ARE YOU! , dont think but experience it

  • #2
    i am a yoga practitioner , i also practice meditation all day long,(meditation is best when you suffer in life, if you become angry it is actually a blessing because its your time to practice meditation)

    When i feel lust or when i feel anger i practice meditation , i practice non attachment , i become silent and i just observe ,

    my goal is to surpass the egos and have a connection with life, nature ,
    Im studying sexual alchemy ,

    my motivation is not to become like 98% of the miserable society , instead i want to find freedom from suffering,
    i understood that freedom of suffering comes from understand that you are not yourself , this knowledge comes only from
    correct meditation .

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    • #3
      if you have problems with sexual energies , if you dont understand sexual energy , if you want to practice and experience sexual energy ,
      you must go back 5,000 into ancient texts

      learn about taoist sexuality (theory)
      after you learned the theory , you must go to a experienced kundalini yoga instructor to help you work with your sexual energy ,

      first step is taoist sexual theory
      the next step is putting the theory into use, only kundalini instructors truthfully know about energy work .


      and yes you will have extreme sexual endurance, it all comes from understand prana(breath) and energy control , , when you understand and can experience and master "energy work" sexual endurance will become a joke .


      the pc muscle thing u guys talk about , it actually comes from kundalini yoga,
      its real name is "vajroli mudra" ..Its a yoga technique to drag sexual energy into all the chakras ,
      ..
      dnice
      Senior Member
      Last edited by dnice; 08-22-2010, 10:28 AM.

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      • #4
        im not enlightened yet , so do not believe me ,

        make sure your yoga instructor is enlightened ,

        please do not believe me , instead practice and experience for yourself,

        i just escaped fetishes , i surpassed this pathetic egos , i have a long way to go ,!!!!!

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        • #5
          I was seriously considering meditation .... now i am not so sure !
          Seriously dude .... as much as i agree with you about ego's, porn and fetishes - i believe that your points could of been made in a much shorter thread. I must be one of few people that have read it from begining to end.
          Starting stats : BPEL 6.25" NBPEL 5.6" EG 4.8"
          Current stats : BPEL 7" NBPEL 6.25" EG 5"
          Main Goal : BPEL 7.5" NBPEL 6.75" EG 5.5"

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          • #6
            Originally posted by VIPER View Post
            I was seriously considering meditation .... now i am not so sure !
            Seriously dude .... as much as i agree with you about ego's, porn and fetishes - i believe that your points could of been made in a much shorter thread. I must be one of few people that have read it from begining to end.


            so ur ego wants to be pleased and now it is not satisfied , also ur inner being wanted change but ur ego says ehhh im not so sure.



            lol welcome to the realm of suffering buddy

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            • #7
              I agree with the bit about demons. I reckon all addictions are demons inside. To kill the demon you have to starve him of what he wants, but as hes dying he makes life very uncomfortable. So much so that we often just give in and give him what hes after. hes got all the tricks in the book. On the detachment part, yes its important not to be a passenger in your own life. I was going to say i have no ego, but thats not really true i suppose.

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              • #8
                you sir, have serious problems.
                Started 15/July/2010
                Stats
                BPEL:5.75" EL: 5.25" EG:4.5"

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                • #9
                  Originally posted by Manoel View Post
                  you sir, have serious problems.
                  Well said mate !!
                  Starting stats : BPEL 6.25" NBPEL 5.6" EG 4.8"
                  Current stats : BPEL 7" NBPEL 6.25" EG 5"
                  Main Goal : BPEL 7.5" NBPEL 6.75" EG 5.5"

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                  • #10
                    Originally posted by dnice View Post
                    so ur ego wants to be pleased and now it is not satisfied , also ur inner being wanted change but ur ego says ehhh im not so sure.



                    lol welcome to the realm of suffering buddy
                    The only thing that is making me skeptical about meditation is the fear of sounding like you ! Nothing to do with the inner ego or demmons. If i have problems with my inner ego then why is it that i managed to quit watching porn and kicked my previous fetish out of the equation ? Im simply here for self improvement not rehabilatation, hence male enhancement.
                    VIPER
                    Senior Member
                    Last edited by VIPER; 08-22-2010, 01:31 PM. Reason: spelling
                    Starting stats : BPEL 6.25" NBPEL 5.6" EG 4.8"
                    Current stats : BPEL 7" NBPEL 6.25" EG 5"
                    Main Goal : BPEL 7.5" NBPEL 6.75" EG 5.5"

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                    • #11
                      lol forgive me gentlemen ,


                      peace

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                      • #12
                        All I can say is... huh?
                        My progress journal / useful PE links

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                        • #13
                          Oh my! Thanks but I'm content with my zhuangzi texts and iyengar syllabi for the time being. Namaste.
                          JonasKay
                          Senior Member
                          Last edited by JonasKay; 08-22-2010, 02:59 PM. Reason: net
                          STATS:
                          Start (Aug '10) -- BPEL 6" x 6" -- BPFSL 5.75" x 3.5"

                          GOAL:
                          BPEL 7.5" x 6.5"
                          :rolleyes:

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                          • #14
                            This happens sometimes with spiritual aspirants, especially new ones- they acquire all this knowledge and want to spread it around and show it off. They may actually want to help people, but without knowing how they simply imitate the grandiose masters they've read, or just firehose strangers with a bunch of esoteric information they didn't ask for.

                            Please don't be turned off to meditation or spiritual pursuits because of this individual's posts, the traditions and practices he refers to can be very helpful, and it is possible to go far in them without becoming arrogant.

                            dnice- if you're looking for something to meditate on, you might reflect on how you've offended others. And now people might associate such beautiful things as sexual alchemy and meditation with condescension and insincerity. Good luck with your practices though.

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                            • #15
                              i think you have a demon making you use complicated language to explain a simple point....each to their own though..
                              Starting Point: September 2010: 6.5" x 5"
                              Goal: 8" x 6"

                              Follow my blog if you like :D
                              Trying to spread PE to a bigger audience, money off some Penis Devices too!
                              http://penisenlargementandhealth.blogspot.com/

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