I have decided to quit PE, I do not foresee myself returning at a later point either. I posted details in my thread "Girth is Temporary". I've posted on here fairly regularly for the past few months and thought it would be best to provide a reason why I am not going to be posting much or any at all from this point on. I plan on continuing to do kegels, but will not be doing any other PE exercises.
This is a somewhat depressing conclusion to what I was hoping to be a physically transformative experience. I never fully shared my story of why I became self-conscious about my penis size because I didn't want to be identified by anyone regardless of how slim that possibility would be. To sum it up, I have been cheated on by almost every female in my adult life. Furthermore, I have received comparison comments multiple times. One girl when I was younger and a young woman recently repeatedly compared me to the size of other men they had been with. Obviously, my penis was much smaller in size to whom they were comparing me and the most recent experience encouraged me to investigate average penis size in order for me to prove to myself that I was average and the comments were unnecessary. Unfortunately, I have found that my penis girth is 4.25-4.375, which is in the bottom 20th percentile for penis girth. I am .5 inches or more below the average cited penile girth. Considering sex studies inquiring women about penis size have cited girth as more important than length has left me feeling depressed and inadequate.
I never wanted to be excessively large, but to be below average and for it to be repeatedly pointed out is a hard pill to swallow. It has taken a toll on my view of my own masculinity. I suppose I need to accept it for what it is and hope I meet someone that can do the same. I have never judged a female physically the way I have been judged in my relationships. I am a romantic person with other positive qualities. As difficult as it is my value as a lover shouldn't be significantly depreciated by the fact that my penis is somewhat thinner than average.
This is a somewhat depressing conclusion to what I was hoping to be a physically transformative experience. I never fully shared my story of why I became self-conscious about my penis size because I didn't want to be identified by anyone regardless of how slim that possibility would be. To sum it up, I have been cheated on by almost every female in my adult life. Furthermore, I have received comparison comments multiple times. One girl when I was younger and a young woman recently repeatedly compared me to the size of other men they had been with. Obviously, my penis was much smaller in size to whom they were comparing me and the most recent experience encouraged me to investigate average penis size in order for me to prove to myself that I was average and the comments were unnecessary. Unfortunately, I have found that my penis girth is 4.25-4.375, which is in the bottom 20th percentile for penis girth. I am .5 inches or more below the average cited penile girth. Considering sex studies inquiring women about penis size have cited girth as more important than length has left me feeling depressed and inadequate.
I never wanted to be excessively large, but to be below average and for it to be repeatedly pointed out is a hard pill to swallow. It has taken a toll on my view of my own masculinity. I suppose I need to accept it for what it is and hope I meet someone that can do the same. I have never judged a female physically the way I have been judged in my relationships. I am a romantic person with other positive qualities. As difficult as it is my value as a lover shouldn't be significantly depreciated by the fact that my penis is somewhat thinner than average.
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