So my NBPEL is 6,3" (16cm), I know it's over average. I have a decent girth, around 14cm. Unfortunately tho I'm a grower, sometimes I'm down at 2" flaccid, like after a hard work out, is this normal?
Unfortunately number 2 is, twice now, chicks told me I was small (by webcam), this was while I was erect. Since then I've been feeling down sometimes and my brain just loops around that image of being told I was small. I KNOW for a fact that I'm not but still it's there. It's been months but still that thought brings me down. I've been trying to think rational and positive against those two occasions, like - I'm above average for a fact, they were just ignorant and mean little bitches, a couple of girls have told me I'm big, those bitches would have probably said I was small even if I were like NPEL 7", just being mean and trying to hurt. Anyway they succeeded and my ego's been struggling a bit ever since. I hate my brain for not letting this go properly, am I that fragile that I can't get over a little burn. What would/do you do to strenghten your egos in a situation like this? If there's no truth behind the burns, why is my head not letting it go?
Unfortunately number 2 is, twice now, chicks told me I was small (by webcam), this was while I was erect. Since then I've been feeling down sometimes and my brain just loops around that image of being told I was small. I KNOW for a fact that I'm not but still it's there. It's been months but still that thought brings me down. I've been trying to think rational and positive against those two occasions, like - I'm above average for a fact, they were just ignorant and mean little bitches, a couple of girls have told me I'm big, those bitches would have probably said I was small even if I were like NPEL 7", just being mean and trying to hurt. Anyway they succeeded and my ego's been struggling a bit ever since. I hate my brain for not letting this go properly, am I that fragile that I can't get over a little burn. What would/do you do to strenghten your egos in a situation like this? If there's no truth behind the burns, why is my head not letting it go?
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