Hi, just wanted to share a weird story with you guys. Basically, I am 18 years nowdays but I have been masturbating as long as I can remember, probably since the age of 3. I didnt know about sex or orgasms back then, I just found out that it felt good to rub my dick lol. So I rubbed my dick every day even before I knew there was something called masturbating. I dont remember if I got orgams back when i was so young, but it definitely felt good. I am still doing it today, I dont get nearly as much stimulation from the "normal" way of masturbating. I am only able to ejaculate when i masturbate in "my" way. Now heres the weird part: I am only able to ejaculate and get an orgasm when flaccid. Now I dont know how fcked up this sounds for you guys, but I am basically ejaculating while my penis is 0-20% erect.
I can explain the method in itself: I lay on my stomach with my hands on my dick and balls, and start massaging/rubbing my dick in a specific movement with quite a lot of force. The penis must still be soft while doing this, it can be a little bit erect but not hard. When I do this method it feels soo good and Im able to ejacualte after just 20 seconds some times. I also do/did a lot of edgning (whitout knowing what it was) because I am able to reach orgasm so fast that i need to stop before climax and continue after a while so that i can maintain the good feeling longer.
Now I dont know how this has affected my penis today, but it is quite curved (which I am 90% sure is because of the masturbating). I get boners and stuff, but I get absolutely 0 pleasure from the "traditional" way of masturbating. I barely watch any porn, obviously because I cant watch it while I am masturbating (which requires me to lay on my stomach). As of a result of this, I dont need porn or any visual stimulation to get hard. I can just picture tings in my head while im masturbating, I dont need to watch naked ladies etc. When I do watch porn (which i rarely do), I get a hard erection but I dont need it to get horny.
Now I dont know how weird this sounds for you guys, but some feedback about what you think about this would be really nice. Also if you have any questions I will answer them.
I can explain the method in itself: I lay on my stomach with my hands on my dick and balls, and start massaging/rubbing my dick in a specific movement with quite a lot of force. The penis must still be soft while doing this, it can be a little bit erect but not hard. When I do this method it feels soo good and Im able to ejacualte after just 20 seconds some times. I also do/did a lot of edgning (whitout knowing what it was) because I am able to reach orgasm so fast that i need to stop before climax and continue after a while so that i can maintain the good feeling longer.
Now I dont know how this has affected my penis today, but it is quite curved (which I am 90% sure is because of the masturbating). I get boners and stuff, but I get absolutely 0 pleasure from the "traditional" way of masturbating. I barely watch any porn, obviously because I cant watch it while I am masturbating (which requires me to lay on my stomach). As of a result of this, I dont need porn or any visual stimulation to get hard. I can just picture tings in my head while im masturbating, I dont need to watch naked ladies etc. When I do watch porn (which i rarely do), I get a hard erection but I dont need it to get horny.
Now I dont know how weird this sounds for you guys, but some feedback about what you think about this would be really nice. Also if you have any questions I will answer them.
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