Hello everyone! I have ordered an extender (the most effin expensive one) and am waiting to receive it. I'm aiming to gain as much length as I can before I go for girth, which is my main problem. My erect length is 6.3" BPEL which is pretty average, but due to fat pad NBPEL is around 5" (working on weight loss). However I have terrible erect girth at 4.45" at thickest just below glans, 4.35" mid, and a horrible 4.2" at base. This has caused me to have depression and feel very inadequate and I've pretty much wasted a long portion of the best years of my youth due to this.
I suspect I have had stunted growth due to my asshole father's ignorance. I have had an undescended testicle for several years on and off from age 10 - 16. I think the doctors suggested surgery, but for some reason he chose to wait it out. Furthermore I had begun losing hair when I was 16 and he fucking gave me propecia! God, I just get so, so angry when I just think about it. Atleast I decided to quit after a few months. So yeah one or a combination of these two is likely to have prevented the full development of my genitals (testicles are kinda small as well). I've recently discovered that there is a hCG treatment for such issues but I think I'm too late for that at age 26.
Anyways, I've done the JP90 half way, but I just lost the will while working with so much "little material" and it didn't really "feel right" when jelqing. Mind you, I'm very cautious and tend to do a lot of research when trying something new. So even though I started out light and did long warm ups, I just felt it was risky and that I wasn't going to get anywhere with PE when I had so little to work on. However, I am not willing to sit and do nothing as time goes by! So I ordered an extender that cost me a fortune, as that seemed to be proven to work and is pretty much risk-free at low tensions. I am hoping that seeing gains will provide motivation for me to properly commit myself for some girth exercises, starting with jelqing.
Currently jelqing is difficult due to 1) small length due to fat pad (flaccid length is 2.5-3" due to fat pad) although I try to go for 75% erect for girth but the base his hard to grab nonetheless, 2) small girth, 3) bad case of penoscrotal webbing. I am hoping that extending will help me with problem no.1
The thing is when I do a manual stretch when completely flaccid with a good tension, my penis looks so, so scary! Its girth goes down to 2.5" !!! looks like a frigging marker! when at rest, my flaccid girth is 3.75". If i stretch with a 40% erect state its better at 3.5" when stretched. But I'm not sure if I can/should have some amount of blood filling my penis while extending for 6 hours a day.. I am just scared my penis is not suitable for stretching and that i might further lose girth or something. What are your opinions?
Sorry for the messy post, didn't plan to make to it so long but wanted to get so much stuff off of my chest. Also sorry for the shitty name, I had created the account in a hurry without thinking I would be posting. Tried to change it but I dont think its possible. Anyway, thank you for reading, any advice would be appreciated.
I suspect I have had stunted growth due to my asshole father's ignorance. I have had an undescended testicle for several years on and off from age 10 - 16. I think the doctors suggested surgery, but for some reason he chose to wait it out. Furthermore I had begun losing hair when I was 16 and he fucking gave me propecia! God, I just get so, so angry when I just think about it. Atleast I decided to quit after a few months. So yeah one or a combination of these two is likely to have prevented the full development of my genitals (testicles are kinda small as well). I've recently discovered that there is a hCG treatment for such issues but I think I'm too late for that at age 26.
Anyways, I've done the JP90 half way, but I just lost the will while working with so much "little material" and it didn't really "feel right" when jelqing. Mind you, I'm very cautious and tend to do a lot of research when trying something new. So even though I started out light and did long warm ups, I just felt it was risky and that I wasn't going to get anywhere with PE when I had so little to work on. However, I am not willing to sit and do nothing as time goes by! So I ordered an extender that cost me a fortune, as that seemed to be proven to work and is pretty much risk-free at low tensions. I am hoping that seeing gains will provide motivation for me to properly commit myself for some girth exercises, starting with jelqing.
Currently jelqing is difficult due to 1) small length due to fat pad (flaccid length is 2.5-3" due to fat pad) although I try to go for 75% erect for girth but the base his hard to grab nonetheless, 2) small girth, 3) bad case of penoscrotal webbing. I am hoping that extending will help me with problem no.1
The thing is when I do a manual stretch when completely flaccid with a good tension, my penis looks so, so scary! Its girth goes down to 2.5" !!! looks like a frigging marker! when at rest, my flaccid girth is 3.75". If i stretch with a 40% erect state its better at 3.5" when stretched. But I'm not sure if I can/should have some amount of blood filling my penis while extending for 6 hours a day.. I am just scared my penis is not suitable for stretching and that i might further lose girth or something. What are your opinions?
Sorry for the messy post, didn't plan to make to it so long but wanted to get so much stuff off of my chest. Also sorry for the shitty name, I had created the account in a hurry without thinking I would be posting. Tried to change it but I dont think its possible. Anyway, thank you for reading, any advice would be appreciated.
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