Okay sorry for having two threads at the same time but since this is a different issue I'd figure I'd make another.
Okay so as I mentioned in my other thread I can only really get to my full erection level /arousal through touching myself. This is still true despite me not using porn for the majority of a year and a half despite a few rough patches.
When I have morning wood or getting a random boner or get turned on from just thinking about sex i get to maybe 60%-70% of the size I am at when I am at my full arousal when masturbating.
Just the past few days I was just touching myself and focusing on the good feelings of it, rather than thinking of a fantasy or trying consciously to get my dick up. I noticed doing this that I was bigger and harder than normal. Problem is that I still need some kind of stimulation to get to this level. I want to be able to get that big and hard just by thinking about sex or just randomly, but I don't know how to get to this level again. Maybe because I am bigger now it is not as easy to get there. I noticed that without touching I can only really get to the size that I was before I started jelqing, but to get to the jelqed size I have to assist with touch.
This is important to me because when I am with a woman I would like to be ready to go as I pull it out rather than have to fondle my dick in front of her or something.
Okay so as I mentioned in my other thread I can only really get to my full erection level /arousal through touching myself. This is still true despite me not using porn for the majority of a year and a half despite a few rough patches.
When I have morning wood or getting a random boner or get turned on from just thinking about sex i get to maybe 60%-70% of the size I am at when I am at my full arousal when masturbating.
Just the past few days I was just touching myself and focusing on the good feelings of it, rather than thinking of a fantasy or trying consciously to get my dick up. I noticed doing this that I was bigger and harder than normal. Problem is that I still need some kind of stimulation to get to this level. I want to be able to get that big and hard just by thinking about sex or just randomly, but I don't know how to get to this level again. Maybe because I am bigger now it is not as easy to get there. I noticed that without touching I can only really get to the size that I was before I started jelqing, but to get to the jelqed size I have to assist with touch.
This is important to me because when I am with a woman I would like to be ready to go as I pull it out rather than have to fondle my dick in front of her or something.
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