This is my delema. No fap is more important to me but I wish to gain girth.
Idk in order to jelq I have to edge and if I edge I want to continue to edge and even if I resist PONR the next day or two il release.
This is why I bought a pump but it seemed like I was loosing EQ after a month and a half of pumping so I started doing jp90.
I know I prob sound like a pussy to most people but I really need to stop mastubating so I can enjoy a better life and get a girl and have a good relationship.
So I think I'm going back to pumping at least 3 days a week and stretches 5 days a week.
No one can convince me that masturbation is somthing I want to do.( i don't care what anyone else chooses to do) I've seen the benifits of abstaining from it. 72 days being my longest streak with other streaks inbetween. It holds me back from a lot I'm blessed to understand this but cursed becuase I struggle to give it up.
Idk in order to jelq I have to edge and if I edge I want to continue to edge and even if I resist PONR the next day or two il release.
This is why I bought a pump but it seemed like I was loosing EQ after a month and a half of pumping so I started doing jp90.
I know I prob sound like a pussy to most people but I really need to stop mastubating so I can enjoy a better life and get a girl and have a good relationship.
So I think I'm going back to pumping at least 3 days a week and stretches 5 days a week.
No one can convince me that masturbation is somthing I want to do.( i don't care what anyone else chooses to do) I've seen the benifits of abstaining from it. 72 days being my longest streak with other streaks inbetween. It holds me back from a lot I'm blessed to understand this but cursed becuase I struggle to give it up.
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