Been doing PE for 2 months now and edging to finish each session for the last 4 weeks.
Even in that short time I GUESS I can see improvement if I really think about it (a "bad" day now would be comparable to a "good" day a month ago) but man, edging kills me! I actually dread it.
I don't ejaculate at the end (save that for sex only) and although I can consistently go for 20 minutes now it's a struggle from minute 2 and beyond. I "ride the edge" for the most part but still sometimes have to hard kegal for 5 seconds before continuing if I get too close. The focus it takes to not cum is sooo draining though!
I never used to make a peep when masturbating, and even in sex I'm pretty quiet but during these edging sessions I need to play music so the neighbors don't hear me huffing and puffing and moaning the whole time. In theory it's enjoyable but...it's really not. It's work.
I guess my question is...is this normal? Or at least not uncommon?
The goal is to ultimately push that first PONR back farther and farther but so far it's been entirely a test of my willpower.
Even in that short time I GUESS I can see improvement if I really think about it (a "bad" day now would be comparable to a "good" day a month ago) but man, edging kills me! I actually dread it.
I don't ejaculate at the end (save that for sex only) and although I can consistently go for 20 minutes now it's a struggle from minute 2 and beyond. I "ride the edge" for the most part but still sometimes have to hard kegal for 5 seconds before continuing if I get too close. The focus it takes to not cum is sooo draining though!
I never used to make a peep when masturbating, and even in sex I'm pretty quiet but during these edging sessions I need to play music so the neighbors don't hear me huffing and puffing and moaning the whole time. In theory it's enjoyable but...it's really not. It's work.
I guess my question is...is this normal? Or at least not uncommon?
The goal is to ultimately push that first PONR back farther and farther but so far it's been entirely a test of my willpower.
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