Well, here we are. After causing myself months of stress and obsessive thoughts about PE, I said fuck it. I stopped worrying about it. I can't tell if it's a pyschosomatic or neurological thing. I fixed my APT, I stopped holding tension in my pelvic floor by utilizing my abs more, I just relaxed and enjoyed myself, and I USUALLY last a decent amount of time with my girlfriend. I still had some random times where I was totally in control and came when I wanted, but I stopped trying to figure out what made that happen.
Anxiety seems to purvey its own issues. With my girlfriend or any longtime partner, I could NEVER cum from a blowjob. It would feel great, but I never felt even close to cumming. In the last two times I hooked up with chicks I came from head basically as soon as my penis became erect (yup, it started off with me soft). This time, I even took propanolol (a beta-blocker for physical anxiety that was prescribed to me) and while I wasn't nervous in my head or clenching anything, I still ejaculated.
But yeah. It seems when it's hard for me to get erect I'm also more prone to cumming fast, I'm sure that's old news for us all. But with my GF I usually have no issue getting hard. I guess this is just a rant because this issue is so irritating. Don't know if I should get my blood levels checked (for cortisol? testosterone?) or if I should see a "sex therapist," whatever that is. But...sigh. Fuck my dick.
Anxiety seems to purvey its own issues. With my girlfriend or any longtime partner, I could NEVER cum from a blowjob. It would feel great, but I never felt even close to cumming. In the last two times I hooked up with chicks I came from head basically as soon as my penis became erect (yup, it started off with me soft). This time, I even took propanolol (a beta-blocker for physical anxiety that was prescribed to me) and while I wasn't nervous in my head or clenching anything, I still ejaculated.
But yeah. It seems when it's hard for me to get erect I'm also more prone to cumming fast, I'm sure that's old news for us all. But with my GF I usually have no issue getting hard. I guess this is just a rant because this issue is so irritating. Don't know if I should get my blood levels checked (for cortisol? testosterone?) or if I should see a "sex therapist," whatever that is. But...sigh. Fuck my dick.
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