Hello guys,
Been a while onsite for a few years. My journey started from the moment when I lost my virginity. I was dissatisfied with my performance, sometimes cuming in a few strokes. Relied heavily on edging, RKs, stretches, and other stuff. That time I was in a long-term relationship with my first sexual partner. As time passed, I managed to improve my performance, yet it was a rollercoaster. In some cases I came within a minutes, in other I was able not to cum at all. For instance, I could constantly have sex in a car for 10-20 minutes with her on top. I was almost always made her off with PIV or in other ways. Unfortunately, we broke up 4 months ago. We were together 3.5 years.
I decided to move on and now trying to have sex with other girls, however, now it is a complete disaster. The first sexual encounter after the break-up was a fail: I felt PORN as soon as my head touched her vagina, I clenched kegel, and had a kind of DO, yet lost my erection. In the end, I haven’t even entered her. After that, the girl didn’t respond to my messages.
Yesterday, I had a sex with new girl. It was a bit better but still sucks as fuck. As soon as she touches my penis with hand - I am having orgasmic feeling which I had to stop with kegel, which leads to kinda DO and results in lose of erection. I am desparate because when I am about to have a handjob my body all tenses up, mind goes wild, heart rate beats up, along with blood pressure, and I feeling as my pelvic floor clenches up.
Interesting, that I am able to edge easily with STU while watching porn. I am trying to follow Drummer and BigDuddy’s routine. Yesterday, I almost came when she just put her hand on my penis, even without stroking it.
Don’t really understand what to do, because every time I experience fail, I recall my past sexual performances and become disappointed further, missing my ex
Really need your help guys.
Been a while onsite for a few years. My journey started from the moment when I lost my virginity. I was dissatisfied with my performance, sometimes cuming in a few strokes. Relied heavily on edging, RKs, stretches, and other stuff. That time I was in a long-term relationship with my first sexual partner. As time passed, I managed to improve my performance, yet it was a rollercoaster. In some cases I came within a minutes, in other I was able not to cum at all. For instance, I could constantly have sex in a car for 10-20 minutes with her on top. I was almost always made her off with PIV or in other ways. Unfortunately, we broke up 4 months ago. We were together 3.5 years.
I decided to move on and now trying to have sex with other girls, however, now it is a complete disaster. The first sexual encounter after the break-up was a fail: I felt PORN as soon as my head touched her vagina, I clenched kegel, and had a kind of DO, yet lost my erection. In the end, I haven’t even entered her. After that, the girl didn’t respond to my messages.
Yesterday, I had a sex with new girl. It was a bit better but still sucks as fuck. As soon as she touches my penis with hand - I am having orgasmic feeling which I had to stop with kegel, which leads to kinda DO and results in lose of erection. I am desparate because when I am about to have a handjob my body all tenses up, mind goes wild, heart rate beats up, along with blood pressure, and I feeling as my pelvic floor clenches up.
Interesting, that I am able to edge easily with STU while watching porn. I am trying to follow Drummer and BigDuddy’s routine. Yesterday, I almost came when she just put her hand on my penis, even without stroking it.
Don’t really understand what to do, because every time I experience fail, I recall my past sexual performances and become disappointed further, missing my ex
Really need your help guys.
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