After a fairly intense edging session with my homemade sex toy, I brought myself close to orgasm several times. Each time, I stopped RIGHT before ejaculation, and was quite happy with myself for being able to do so (both in terms of self-control and kegel strength that I've been working really hard on), because I hadn't been able to do it in the past.
The first couple of times I stopped myself I was close to orgasm but it was not intense, so I was able to keep my erection and keep going. But then it got really intense and even though I was able to stop it that time, the head of my penis became super-sensitive (just like when you have an all out ejaculation), and I promptly lost my erection (also just like after ejaculation).
Probably 30 minutes later I pissed into a plastic bottle to do the 'retrograde ejaculation test', and failed. The urine was extremely cloudy. I pissed into another bottle a couple of hours later to compare, and the second bottle was not cloudy at all in comparison. So it's undisputable evidence that I retrograde ejaculated.
What am I doing wrong, and how do I fix things so that I'm not retrograde ejaculating every time I edge? I feel like continuing to do things the way I am now would lead me further away from the path toward MMO rather than closer to it. Your advice is very much appreciated.
The first couple of times I stopped myself I was close to orgasm but it was not intense, so I was able to keep my erection and keep going. But then it got really intense and even though I was able to stop it that time, the head of my penis became super-sensitive (just like when you have an all out ejaculation), and I promptly lost my erection (also just like after ejaculation).
Probably 30 minutes later I pissed into a plastic bottle to do the 'retrograde ejaculation test', and failed. The urine was extremely cloudy. I pissed into another bottle a couple of hours later to compare, and the second bottle was not cloudy at all in comparison. So it's undisputable evidence that I retrograde ejaculated.
What am I doing wrong, and how do I fix things so that I'm not retrograde ejaculating every time I edge? I feel like continuing to do things the way I am now would lead me further away from the path toward MMO rather than closer to it. Your advice is very much appreciated.
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