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Alright, I would like to post an update on the edging session I just had and what I got out of it!
I was reading the interesting things James M was writing about the death grip and its relation to DE, and how your body gets used to a certain kind of stimulus, and I believe that one of the reasons I have PreE is due to masturbating to porn using a very light grip and getting my system used to going off real quick!
So i decided to start the ByggD program, as of today, and do that daily for 1 month! ok, I will have breaks every 3 days. lol
Back to topic, so I started with the arousal control and I have to say it worked extremely well! I am bewildered! It usually takes me 3 hard strokes to ejaculate using lube. I would usually have a mind frame of testing myself into seeing how long I would last on the hard strokes. It felt like I was almost always challenging myself into lasting longer rather than focusing on controlling myself and my arousal level and take command of it.
After reading ByggDs (for the 5th time, but this time DECIDING TO CONTROL MYSELF AND DO THIS DAILY FOR THE MONTH) relation to NLP, arousal control, positive thoughts I decided to control it, not judge myself on how long I can perform but rather on how much I try to control it.
I started slowly, in a dark room, on my bed, and started rating my arousal as I started imagining things in my head. The first 10 minutes were real slow, and subtle movements, where I would tell myself NOW LOWER YOUR AROUSAL and I AM IN FUCKING CONTROL OF THIS and I WILL LAST FOREVER IN BED and ME LEARNING THIS IS SO MUCH FUN AND IT IS AS GOOD AS BEING ABLE TO LAST LONG ( Last saying is based on a video I saw by some guy called owen cook, I can PM you the link if interested, it is a 50 minute video about success, has nothing to do with PreE but I was able to relate).
When I find myself at level 9, I start ballooning and lower it to level 7, and then continue. The interesting thing happened when I reached the 20 minute mark. My penis became numb! I can do whatever the hell I wanted! I did the death grip, I did thrusting movements in missionary mode, I did thrusting movements in doggy style, I did really fast pumps with a fucking tight grip, which would usually let me ejaculate in 1 second. I did it all, and when I did reach the PONR, I ballooned for 20 seconds and then continued again with the thrusting. I finished in 30 minutes without ejaculating because my dick was too numb! I haven’t felt this in ages. The numbness lasted for 10 more minutes after that.
Did anyone else ever experience a similar numbness? Does your dick become less sensitive with time as you edge more often? Would I fuck my dick up if I death grip masturbate with full thrusts and getting my dick super numb? Your thoughts would be appreciated.
Alright, I would like to post an update on the edging session I just had and what I got out of it!
I was reading the interesting things James M was writing about the death grip and its relation to DE, and how your body gets used to a certain kind of stimulus, and I believe that one of the reasons I have PreE is due to masturbating to porn using a very light grip and getting my system used to going off real quick!
So i decided to start the ByggD program, as of today, and do that daily for 1 month! ok, I will have breaks every 3 days. lol
Back to topic, so I started with the arousal control and I have to say it worked extremely well! I am bewildered! It usually takes me 3 hard strokes to ejaculate using lube. I would usually have a mind frame of testing myself into seeing how long I would last on the hard strokes. It felt like I was almost always challenging myself into lasting longer rather than focusing on controlling myself and my arousal level and take command of it.
After reading ByggDs (for the 5th time, but this time DECIDING TO CONTROL MYSELF AND DO THIS DAILY FOR THE MONTH) relation to NLP, arousal control, positive thoughts I decided to control it, not judge myself on how long I can perform but rather on how much I try to control it.
I started slowly, in a dark room, on my bed, and started rating my arousal as I started imagining things in my head. The first 10 minutes were real slow, and subtle movements, where I would tell myself NOW LOWER YOUR AROUSAL and I AM IN FUCKING CONTROL OF THIS and I WILL LAST FOREVER IN BED and ME LEARNING THIS IS SO MUCH FUN AND IT IS AS GOOD AS BEING ABLE TO LAST LONG ( Last saying is based on a video I saw by some guy called owen cook, I can PM you the link if interested, it is a 50 minute video about success, has nothing to do with PreE but I was able to relate).
When I find myself at level 9, I start ballooning and lower it to level 7, and then continue. The interesting thing happened when I reached the 20 minute mark. My penis became numb! I can do whatever the hell I wanted! I did the death grip, I did thrusting movements in missionary mode, I did thrusting movements in doggy style, I did really fast pumps with a fucking tight grip, which would usually let me ejaculate in 1 second. I did it all, and when I did reach the PONR, I ballooned for 20 seconds and then continued again with the thrusting. I finished in 30 minutes without ejaculating because my dick was too numb! I haven’t felt this in ages. The numbness lasted for 10 more minutes after that.
Did anyone else ever experience a similar numbness? Does your dick become less sensitive with time as you edge more often? Would I fuck my dick up if I death grip masturbate with full thrusts and getting my dick super numb? Your thoughts would be appreciated.
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