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Hello guys i am going to write here my full story..till 19 i had virgin never had girlfriend (now 20), i had done only masturbates before being in relationship with porn , from the age of 15/16 i had started masturbate,,,as i had noob there were no time i teaches myself to masturbate fast as quick as possible, because lack of time, because of fear that someone will enter in my room .. ok in the age ok 17 i have changed my country now i live in Italy with parents ,now there is only me my mom and dad in the home , in morning they go in jobs so i remain alone , i keep masturbating but fearless ,now i can masturbate how long i want minimum 30 minutes without break and ejaculation ,ok then (i rejoined school)i am turned into 19 i found my dream princess 
in my school , so my first sex with her in a car i found i have ejaculated about in 1 minute fuck yeah what time my expression like WTF. the good thing was i never lost my erection i had able to continue sex right after ejaculation without downtime, its happened just like 6 months from time i am in relationship..(now i have to take break before doing another goal) .
now i am 20 and from from 1 year in relationship , i can still masturbate more then 30 minutes without any problem .i dont know why when i come into sex i can't
hold myself , i know its because my mind arousal ,,giving you an example
1.if i masturbate without thinking about sex with clear mind i can go how long i want
2.if while masturbate i think about my gf giving me blowjob or i am going to put inside of her , how beautiful she is naked .then i ejaculate quicker
the same thing with me while having sex , i feel too much heat in my body , too fast heart beat , running sexual image of sex in mind ,kegel happens without my will .
now its passed about 1 month i never had sex because i don't want because i feel shame when i ejaculate fast .from one month i am doing reserve kegels , the good thing is now i can feel movement during reserve kegels .
i don't know my problem is full related to my mind or i have do kegels/reserve kegels too
i used this book , helped me little bit . now i am asking you want you want to sugges me
sorry for my bad English i don't use English because i lives in non English spoken country, i hope you understand what i have wrote .
in my school , so my first sex with her in a car i found i have ejaculated about in 1 minute fuck yeah what time my expression like WTF. the good thing was i never lost my erection i had able to continue sex right after ejaculation without downtime, its happened just like 6 months from time i am in relationship..(now i have to take break before doing another goal) . now i am 20 and from from 1 year in relationship , i can still masturbate more then 30 minutes without any problem .i dont know why when i come into sex i can't
hold myself , i know its because my mind arousal ,,giving you an example
1.if i masturbate without thinking about sex with clear mind i can go how long i want
2.if while masturbate i think about my gf giving me blowjob or i am going to put inside of her , how beautiful she is naked .then i ejaculate quicker
the same thing with me while having sex , i feel too much heat in my body , too fast heart beat , running sexual image of sex in mind ,kegel happens without my will .
now its passed about 1 month i never had sex because i don't want because i feel shame when i ejaculate fast .from one month i am doing reserve kegels , the good thing is now i can feel movement during reserve kegels .
i don't know my problem is full related to my mind or i have do kegels/reserve kegels too
i used this book , helped me little bit . now i am asking you want you want to sugges me
sorry for my bad English i don't use English because i lives in non English spoken country, i hope you understand what i have wrote .