Wonder if anyone will recognize me.
Problem
My pelvic floor is fucked. Just realized this a few weeks ago. Moved cross-country to a new town 2 months ago. Have a new girlfriend. Having a lot of sex anxiety, psychological ED, etc. Realized I'm clenching and doing involuntary kegels ALL the time, which is causing some PE as well. Had a bit of a dead bedroom with the ex-gf so I feel I've atrophied a bit since my earlier PE days. EQ is poor. Basically I'm just in really poor penis shape. I do get morning erections most of the time though.
Solution
Start consciously making sure my pelvic floor is relaxed as much as possible. Do reverse kegels when the thought strikes me. Practice pelvic floor self-massage when I have some free time to stick my finger up my butt in a non-sexual way. Start doing light pumping as much as possible during the week (without overtraining). Practice edging during the pumping sessions without clenching pelvic floor. Take steps to abate my anxiety, even if it means getting back on my SSRI. I've been off completely for a year after finishing a year-long taper, so I have not had a full SSRI dose since January 2016. My anxiety has been manageable but this whole sex thing has been very annoying. I wake up with morning wood but I can easily psyche myself out of an erection when there's this smoking hot, wet as fuck chick begging for my dick. It kills me. At least that means it's not wholly a physiological problem, although the tight pelvic floor is definitely fucking with my erections.
Misc
I will do my very best to post daily even if I didn't do any specific exercises, just to report on how I'm feeling.
Last night I did some pumping and it felt very good. By the end of the session my EQ was where I want it to always be, so we'll see if I can keep improving it. Today I've really focused on relaxing my pelvic floor and have massaged my ischio and bulbo-cavernosus muscles. I plan on doing more light pumping today, and if I have time maybe some intra-rectal pelvic floor massage *shudders*.
Problem
My pelvic floor is fucked. Just realized this a few weeks ago. Moved cross-country to a new town 2 months ago. Have a new girlfriend. Having a lot of sex anxiety, psychological ED, etc. Realized I'm clenching and doing involuntary kegels ALL the time, which is causing some PE as well. Had a bit of a dead bedroom with the ex-gf so I feel I've atrophied a bit since my earlier PE days. EQ is poor. Basically I'm just in really poor penis shape. I do get morning erections most of the time though.
Solution
Start consciously making sure my pelvic floor is relaxed as much as possible. Do reverse kegels when the thought strikes me. Practice pelvic floor self-massage when I have some free time to stick my finger up my butt in a non-sexual way. Start doing light pumping as much as possible during the week (without overtraining). Practice edging during the pumping sessions without clenching pelvic floor. Take steps to abate my anxiety, even if it means getting back on my SSRI. I've been off completely for a year after finishing a year-long taper, so I have not had a full SSRI dose since January 2016. My anxiety has been manageable but this whole sex thing has been very annoying. I wake up with morning wood but I can easily psyche myself out of an erection when there's this smoking hot, wet as fuck chick begging for my dick. It kills me. At least that means it's not wholly a physiological problem, although the tight pelvic floor is definitely fucking with my erections.
Misc
- 27 yrs old now (wow, I joined this forum when I was 17/18)
- 5'11 3/4" (goddamnit) 195 lbs, currently bulking to 200+ to give hormones a break after cutting for too long
- Fit, healthy
- In relationship with hot, amazing girl
- Living in a new awesome city where I can walk to everything I need
- Still get anxiety sometimes
- Daily supplements: maca, creatine, vit d, vit k2, magnesium, zinc, b-complex, fish oil
I will do my very best to post daily even if I didn't do any specific exercises, just to report on how I'm feeling.
Last night I did some pumping and it felt very good. By the end of the session my EQ was where I want it to always be, so we'll see if I can keep improving it. Today I've really focused on relaxing my pelvic floor and have massaged my ischio and bulbo-cavernosus muscles. I plan on doing more light pumping today, and if I have time maybe some intra-rectal pelvic floor massage *shudders*.
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