Last night with one of my new girls, homegirl i call her, the one i spend the most time with speak to about life and shit, friendship and sex.
Last night with her was cool, we tried anal but couldn't get into it without her tensing, to much talk of it not enough foreplay in the moment type stuff. Decided to make food and try again.
Anyways I've never enjoyed women on top, and she's been begging for that, my dick usually softens up, me not being in complete control may play a part.
So what was awesome about last night..
Anal didn't work out but i discovered her hand on my dick, where she wouldn't even touch it if it wasn't instantly hard already, made it instantly hard and then the transition to on top was so easy. Was so hot came in like three to four minutes 95%eq and she loved it she's been trying to go on top for like 6 weeks.
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My biggest concern goal besides obtaining the size i want, 8.2 x 6 at 85% eq, is complete erection control or eq control. I read that one auditioning to star in a porn has to be able to get it up in under 30 seconds, no physical stimulation. This girl im seeing almost demands that.
I have performance anxiety with this one because if i'm not hard from the get go she gets turned off and just stops everything gets upset actually. One of the reasons i like her, she's a crazy challenge.
She's showed me pics of all her past guys, all huge, 8 to 10 long x 6 to 7 girth. So i'm also very small compared to what she's used to. And they all were just hard from start no effort. Im thinking this comes with the confidence of having a big dick from the get go off your life and loving your dick maybe more than you care about the female. Hence seemingly douche/alpha mentality that comes with some. This is not a bad thing. Love your dick.
I've been thinking confidence of size may play a huge part in thoughts of inadequacy with someone i do not trust or caring what they think. Leading to loss in eq and such.
I also believe this cause after i felt my first gains huge increase in thickness, noticed during edging, it turned me on and i got even harder and bigger. Thinking what i could do to a female with something like this. Fucking exciting.
Starting: 6.5 x 5.15
Current: 7.5 x 5.5
Goal 1: 8.2 x 6
Last night with her was cool, we tried anal but couldn't get into it without her tensing, to much talk of it not enough foreplay in the moment type stuff. Decided to make food and try again.
Anyways I've never enjoyed women on top, and she's been begging for that, my dick usually softens up, me not being in complete control may play a part.
So what was awesome about last night..
Anal didn't work out but i discovered her hand on my dick, where she wouldn't even touch it if it wasn't instantly hard already, made it instantly hard and then the transition to on top was so easy. Was so hot came in like three to four minutes 95%eq and she loved it she's been trying to go on top for like 6 weeks.
..
My biggest concern goal besides obtaining the size i want, 8.2 x 6 at 85% eq, is complete erection control or eq control. I read that one auditioning to star in a porn has to be able to get it up in under 30 seconds, no physical stimulation. This girl im seeing almost demands that.
I have performance anxiety with this one because if i'm not hard from the get go she gets turned off and just stops everything gets upset actually. One of the reasons i like her, she's a crazy challenge.
She's showed me pics of all her past guys, all huge, 8 to 10 long x 6 to 7 girth. So i'm also very small compared to what she's used to. And they all were just hard from start no effort. Im thinking this comes with the confidence of having a big dick from the get go off your life and loving your dick maybe more than you care about the female. Hence seemingly douche/alpha mentality that comes with some. This is not a bad thing. Love your dick.
I've been thinking confidence of size may play a huge part in thoughts of inadequacy with someone i do not trust or caring what they think. Leading to loss in eq and such.
I also believe this cause after i felt my first gains huge increase in thickness, noticed during edging, it turned me on and i got even harder and bigger. Thinking what i could do to a female with something like this. Fucking exciting.
Starting: 6.5 x 5.15
Current: 7.5 x 5.5
Goal 1: 8.2 x 6
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