Mainly focussed on girth and consistency

Right now, 5 - 6 days, mainly focused on pumping between 20 and 30 minutes per day.
Still do my Jelqs, but waaaaay less.
It feels like I can't put in a good pump after 300 helps, my dick is too exhausted

Wa, 100 Jelqs, 20 min pumping, Short edging, no ejac.
Was a good workout

I'm pumping 4-6 days a week now on regular basis after I got rid of my internet during most parts of the working week.
Definitely feel better this way.

Still hard being lonely without friends to visit or lover to hold.

But will overcome this as well.
Learned to be more grateful.
Should have implemented that much earlier

Doing PE on and off these days, but focused on pumping.

Always warm up and rarely warm down anymore.

I am getting ever closer to 11cm in girth. The main goal is already achieved. I can actually influence girth as well, at least a little. Knowing i can do that gave me a boost.

200 jelqs, 20+ minutes pumping,15+ minutes egding

Its really awkward. It starts to feel like I'm actually having "something" in my hand when I'm holding my dick in my edging session.
Weeeeeeeeeeeird

Consistently putting in 4-5 days per week, with pumping sessions that last between 20 and 40 minutes. Having the best Eq when i shut out all distractions, eg. Tv, Phone, Internet and don't have personal stress during my training.

Let's see where this journey will end.

Haven't written in here in forever, but I'm still doing my pumping routine, sometimes with jelqing, sometimes without.
Also stopped measuring for now, and will probably not use it in a long time.

And, on a controversial note, I'm using porn on regular occasion with great success in my workouts, and so far, that doesn't affect my ability in bed with my gf. It seems that the 1,5 years without it normalized my brain in that regard.
It doesn't matter, i am already looking forward to having my ideal gains cemented and ditch it forever. It's going to be awesome, having my dream dick and the relaxation of a porn free life.

Trying to kick porn out again, noticed that I feel much less interested in my current gf.

At the moment, i am still following a mainly pump-only focused routine with occasionally also jelqing after my pumping session.
Currently in a low about how long it takes to acquire girth. Not that this would stop me from my exercises. Still annoying though. Sometimes really annoying.

Relapsed to porn, even if it was just to pictures.
Felt really bad afterwards.

I am also getting discouraged about the progress by now. I'm not even consistently at 1cm gain in girth, while already pumping for well over a year now.

When I started having sex at least a tiny bit at 31, and then regularly at 32, each time I was having sex I hated the time I had to lose my pants, even getting anxious to the point where It put me back into light depression.
I've never been comfortable being naked around any woman. I can do it. But if I can, I will always put on pants right away.

And when I had sex the first time with a real girl, I almost didn't feel her at all. I hated that feeling to the teeth.

That's what got me here.

But seeing how slow it's going, even when putting in literally hundreds of hours of training... damn. It takes a lot of energy away.

And then we have people here who effortlessly seem to gain 1cm in girth within a few months.

Damn. Venting feels good👍.

Anywaaayyyy...
Will try to switch to 3x/ week pumping, with either jelqing, stretching or resting in between.

I think I want it too much and try to force it, instead of just listening to my body.

This 40 min sessions without a break really put a strain on me