[Day 5]
Alright so here it is; My progress log from here on out. I went ahead and measured my starting Length and Girth a few days ago. I guess it's good to have some sort of reference for whenever I do start worrying about enlargement. Probably not all the measurements I need to keep track of, but it's a start for now.
BPEL - 7.5"
EG - 5.5"
NBPEL - 6.5"
Goal = NBPEL 8" ?
I may be wrong because I don't have a female's point of view, but I really do think 8" is big enough for any women (perhaps too big for some), including most size-whores out there, unless she's one of the scariest porn stars alive or something.
Now for the more important news here; I've reached a personal breakthrough this morning! This was something that lengthened my masturbation session tenfold, and once I thought about it, something just clicked...
One of the many tips that people passed around about lasting longer in bed involved deep breathing. This seemed like a placebo to me at the time I heard and tried it. Now here's how I became a believer:
I was going for an edging session, and thought "whatever, I'll keep trying this breathing thing again, and be more open and relaxed about it"
Relaxed <--- that's how it started the click. I kept going and going, and controlled my breathing, forcing my heart to slow down, keeping the PNR completely at bay! I understand now! This was amazing and all, but I went for so long t hat I began to get distracted, and I started to lose my erection a couple of times, proving another point that being there and in the moment was as important as breathing. The only reason I ended the session was because I was short on time.
I am much more at ease knowing this trick now; however this was just my hand we're talking about. Not the real thing, which I am to understand is a bit harder. I still don't have a 'real thing' to try this out on, so I'll keep working on that as well.
Not necessarily a step toward MMO I don't think, but absolutely helpful!
I am still going to continue working on kegals. I just wish there was a way to make those less boring to do. I'm too easily distracted. I also wish I knew of a good way to gauge my kegal strength or whatever... oh well, onward with the quest! This is good!
Alright so here it is; My progress log from here on out. I went ahead and measured my starting Length and Girth a few days ago. I guess it's good to have some sort of reference for whenever I do start worrying about enlargement. Probably not all the measurements I need to keep track of, but it's a start for now.
BPEL - 7.5"
EG - 5.5"
NBPEL - 6.5"
Goal = NBPEL 8" ?
I may be wrong because I don't have a female's point of view, but I really do think 8" is big enough for any women (perhaps too big for some), including most size-whores out there, unless she's one of the scariest porn stars alive or something.
Now for the more important news here; I've reached a personal breakthrough this morning! This was something that lengthened my masturbation session tenfold, and once I thought about it, something just clicked...
One of the many tips that people passed around about lasting longer in bed involved deep breathing. This seemed like a placebo to me at the time I heard and tried it. Now here's how I became a believer:
I was going for an edging session, and thought "whatever, I'll keep trying this breathing thing again, and be more open and relaxed about it"
Relaxed <--- that's how it started the click. I kept going and going, and controlled my breathing, forcing my heart to slow down, keeping the PNR completely at bay! I understand now! This was amazing and all, but I went for so long t hat I began to get distracted, and I started to lose my erection a couple of times, proving another point that being there and in the moment was as important as breathing. The only reason I ended the session was because I was short on time.
I am much more at ease knowing this trick now; however this was just my hand we're talking about. Not the real thing, which I am to understand is a bit harder. I still don't have a 'real thing' to try this out on, so I'll keep working on that as well.
Not necessarily a step toward MMO I don't think, but absolutely helpful!
I am still going to continue working on kegals. I just wish there was a way to make those less boring to do. I'm too easily distracted. I also wish I knew of a good way to gauge my kegal strength or whatever... oh well, onward with the quest! This is good!
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