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  • A strike through insecurities' heart.

    Hello fellow members, I am here to restart a log of my journey through penis enlargement.
    My first attempt started on June 20th 2012 and it went awry on the third week due to injury (muscular, not related to PE). In those three weeks I went form 17*13 to 17.5*13.1
    I restarted my journey on July 16th 2012 and on the last Friday I was told I was overworking my penis, so I took some days off.
    Today I'm resuming my routine, JP's, after measuring yesterday and coming up with 17.6*13.1. Over the last two weeks I saw my shaft get more even in girth (it was somewhat thicker in the middle and now the girth is almost the same throughout).
    I added to my JP's routine the following Kegel/reverse kegel routine and I strive to edge after every workout for about 5 minutes ejaculating on Mondays and Fridays.
    I do 10 minutes of kegels and 5 of reverse kegels on Mondays and Thursdays, the rest of the week I do 5 minutes of reverse kegels and I rest on Sundays.
    Wish be fair winds and a precise strike as I seek to overcome my daft insecurities and reach at least 20*16 (in centimeters, in inches it is the legendary 8*6 size).

    Thank you for reading, feel free to comment and leave suggestions,

    Courteously,

    Everman.
    Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
    BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
    MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
    Current(28/July/2013)
    BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
    MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
    Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
    MSEG:14cm(5.51")

    Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

  • #2
    Just keep working and have fun while you do.
    The world's still a toy if you just stay a boy!

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    • #3
      Thank you very much, CUSP82, you are, as always, an unending source of strength.

      Everman.
      Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
      BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
      MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
      Current(28/July/2013)
      BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
      MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
      Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
      MSEG:14cm(5.51")

      Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

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      • #4
        August 8th 2012:
        I warn all those that read this that I will post always regarding the previous day.
        Yesterday was my return to the routine and it wasn't good since during he jelqs I had a little too much erection and the stretches were not as smooth as I would want them to be.
        I forgot to reverse kegel, and when I was edging I looked at some pornography ending my almost one and a half month of no pornography. Forgive me.

        Good day,

        Everman.
        Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
        BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
        MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
        Current(28/July/2013)
        BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
        MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
        Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
        MSEG:14cm(5.51")

        Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

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        • #5
          Came from the beach, the nudists beach this time, and got laughed at again... I detest this part of me.

          Thank you,

          Everman.
          Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
          BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
          MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
          Current(28/July/2013)
          BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
          MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
          Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
          MSEG:14cm(5.51")

          Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

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          • #6
            who they heck would laugh at you? you sure it was the penis and not something else they were laughing at?

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            • #7
              I am confused about the laughing part.

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              • #8
                I was wearing a straw hat and absolutely normal sunglasses. Walking down the beach, naked, and a couple simply looked me from top to bottom (they were clothed) and behind me I could hear her laughter... So, I can think of some reasons, asides from my penis, she could laugh at:
                the glasses;
                the hat;
                my buttocks;
                my way of walking;
                my general look.

                Thank you for commenting,

                Everman.
                Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
                BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
                MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
                Current(28/July/2013)
                BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
                MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
                Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
                MSEG:14cm(5.51")

                Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

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                • #9
                  August 9th 2012:
                  Yesterday's routine followed the same route as the day before's did: inability to control erection level both during stretches and jelqs. It is quite frustrating. I also figured out what had caused the "Diffuse Pain": excess pressure during the two jelqing exercises, so, I will attempt to moderate those from here hence forth.

                  Good day,

                  Everman.
                  Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
                  BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
                  MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
                  Current(28/July/2013)
                  BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
                  MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
                  Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
                  MSEG:14cm(5.51")

                  Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

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                  • #10
                    well that changes everything that they were clothed heck they probrably laughed or giggled at everyone that walked by. I wouldn stress over clothed people and what the heck were they doing there clothed anyway?

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                    • #11
                      He, from what I could see, was albino, as for her, I have no idea.
                      Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
                      BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
                      MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
                      Current(28/July/2013)
                      BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
                      MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
                      Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
                      MSEG:14cm(5.51")

                      Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

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                      • #12
                        Can I replace the 3 * (50 jelqs + 30 v-jelqs) with 5 minutes of jelqs and 3 of v-jelqs all without stop?

                        thank you,

                        Everman
                        Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
                        BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
                        MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
                        Current(28/July/2013)
                        BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
                        MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
                        Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
                        MSEG:14cm(5.51")

                        Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

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                        • #13
                          Assuming you do a 4 second jelq stroke you would be decreasing your amount of jelqs by quite a bit

                          8 mins of jelqing is 480 seconds (60*8), and 4 second strokes would mean that you would be doing 120 jelqs (480/4=120)

                          You currently do 240 jelqs so you would be doing half the amount of jelqs
                          My progress log

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                          • #14
                            I try doing 2 second strokes according to advice given by a Moderator, and for me to do a 4 second I needed to be either close to my goal or already there, I'm not a horse, Padawan. If you ask me, your name should not be that of a young apprentice but that of a Master.
                            Thank you


                            Everman.
                            Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
                            BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
                            MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
                            Current(28/July/2013)
                            BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
                            MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
                            Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
                            MSEG:14cm(5.51")

                            Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

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                            • #15
                              August 10th 2012:
                              Yesterday's routine was indeed amongst one of the best I ever partook in. The stretches went a lot better as the erection level was not wild and the jelqs were done according to CaptainJohnson's advice of applying little pressure, which worked wonders, and as such, I here thank him deeply.

                              Good day,

                              Everman.
                              Start: 20/June/2012 (1st start):
                              BPEL: 17cm (6.69")
                              MSEG: 12.5cm (4.92")aprox
                              Current(28/July/2013)
                              BPEL:19.9cm(7.83")/NBPEL:17.5cm (6.89")
                              MSEG:12.7cm (5.00")
                              Current goal:NBPEL:20cm(7.87")
                              MSEG:14cm(5.51")

                              Relentlessly forward, without regret, pain or forgiveness.

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