Chairman reboots and grows

Hello everyone,

I've learned about PE since April 2013, but I don't think I started taking it seriously until Sept.

However, I found that I was having a really hard time keeping my erection and would need to watch porn while working out to keep myself at 80%.

Dissatisfied with the trend that had been building since high school, I'm deciding to reboot and still strive to grow.

In my 4th day without any porn, with no masturbation, orgasm, fantasizing, my libido is at an all time low.

Here's my normal routine


10 minutes warm up

JP 90 stretches (no need to recant it)

50 JELQ, 30 V JELQS X3



To be honest, I've been having a hard time with V jelqs and I normally end up with only 2 sets of V's


Question for the day -

In trying to continue PE, I can't get it up and I feel really unsuccessful tugging away with an unresponsive penis. I don't want my frustration with PE to cause a relapse.

Should I continue to PE or reboot (abstain from everything) until my penis is ready to handle stimulus free PE?


Thanks everyone. I'm going to update it everyday there's an attempt.

Today I got through like 4 jelqs and lost my EQ. I gave up. I'm really frustrated and lost as to what to do.

okay.

man it is difficult to keep it up while this reboot is happening.

I got through about 100 jelqs and 50 V jelqs in 60 minutes and had to call it a day.

it takes a lot of concentration to get to 80% and the workout didn't feel nearly as effective.

my libido is at an all time low. i'm getting really discouraged that i won't grow for as long as my libido and EQ is down like this but i know i have to keep trying.

any tips for speeding up this process? :(

on the bright side, got a wicked manzilian for the gf this upcoming weekend so i'm excited to surprise her ;D

Day 4 - 10/22/2013

150 jelqs
60 v jelqs

today I had a much easier time keeping my EQ and was really happy with the hang and flaccid afterwards.

i'm feeling great without porn. i'm still having trouble with my libido but I know that it can only get better from here.

10/23/2013 - A GREAT DAY FOR LENGTH

150 Jelqs
about 60 Vjelqs

BPEL: I went from 5.75 to 6 inches!

MEG: I didn't measure -_-


Honestly I remember my girth being somewhere like 4.25 - 4.5

I hate Vjelqing but I know that I should be working harder to increase my girth.

I just...feel awkward with the spock grip and yanking upwards with my dick :\ I hold a kegel before I stroke upwards and I feel the sides of my penis as well as the head grow harder the farther I move up, it just doesn't feel like I'm growing as much as when I jelq. :(

Getting it going was much easier today. I looked at some pics for a bit and then realized it would be a slippery slope back to porn and resumed visualizing while I stroked to some sexy music

Thank you to everyone reading. You don't have to reply but any advice and encouragement is appreciated. Honestly its enough right now that the number of views goes up on my thread every day I log on.

Keep on keeping on everyone! :D

I'm currently rebooting myself and my libido is low as well. I'm currently taking cold showers, getting back into lifting, doing cardio, and aiming for more quality sleep. I'm also meditating and reading daily. Pics and booty shaking videos are my slippery slope vices, so I just keep my computer time out in open areas so I'm not tempted to look at them as people are around. As for speeding up the process I'm edging via feel and fantasy and doing kegels; focusing on girth work, skipping stretching for 3 weeks. Only time will tell. In the meantime interactive with real people. Those sexual real life associations ought to help solidify sexual connections in your brain I'd imagine.

went to a music festival and saw the girlfriend.

great sex. no pe. boo

came back after work and gym and tried a go at it.

got through 100 jelqs and 20 v jelqs

took forever too. fml

i wish i had the consistency to dedicate 90 min a day to PE for 3 months. i just dont know where to find the time nowadays :(

Who says you need to commit 90 mins a day? Diminishing returns exist, same reason I keep lifting/cardio under an hour

Koh,

youtube booty shaking videos are def my "ITS NOT REALLY PORN" excuse but i'm really happy i stopped.

i have an even better relationship with the girl now because i dont always compare my dick to mandingo's -_- i accept where i am in my pe journey (relatively new) and i am excited to commit a bit of time each week to realizing my full potential.

thanks for replying to my posts. it took me 90 min to get through one jp 90 routine and with where i am right now i just can't afford all that time.

today:

100 jelqs. took me 30 min but i felt really quality jelqs.

i am, however, a stupidly small grower. bout 10 min after my workout and chairman jr. is already back to a small, flaccid state....

considering getting stealth for men so i can keep him stretched throughout the day but dunno if having a bigger flaccid correlates to gains, etc.

Did a full workout

150 jelqs
90 V jelqs

I had great EQ but I was watching an instructional

edged after but I passed the PONR after about 10 minutes. shucks

the journey continues!

150 Jelqs

leggo.