Deeperbyrequest's log.

[Deeperbyrequest]

Not much to say at this point, I just wanted to start a log.

I'm currently just doing the JP intro routine, using a wheat pack to heat up and cool down for 10 minutes before and after.

Current size is 6" NBP EL * 5" MSEG.

I'm also going to start meditating, increase my workout intensity and quit smoking to improve my EQ.

I've also started "mindful masturbation" to help me stop seeking external validation of my sexuality. At the moment I focus way too much on my partners pleasure, to the point I'm disconnected from the moment and essentially having sex like chess. I'd like to get to the point where we each take responsibility for our own pleasure, where I have enough of an appreciation for my sexuality that simply sharing it makes me feel like I'm doing my part. I'd like to have more passionate sex, which means experiencing my own pleasure more.

So that means while masturbating I try to do it mindfully, without goals, without any drive to orgasm, without fantasy, porn or anything else that distracts me from focusing on exploring and experiencing my own sexuality and pleasure to it's fullest.

That's it. I guess I'll have more to post in the future.

[MrB8]

Congrats on starting a log!