Gator's Log

[Gator]

Yeps. I mean, if I can remember correctly... weren't you the one who changed his routine far too often? Don't start that junk up again. Besides, I believe stretching prior to jelqing makes the jelqs feel better. As in, it makes your penis more pliable before you start doing that other shiz naz. That make sense?

Actually, I prefer my dick to be more pliable for stretching, not jelqing. My best stretching sessions come after my jelqing, not before it. But that's only when I'm doing more erect jelqing. Since I'm focusing on lower erection jelqing right now, I'm using the stretching as a warmup, so to speak, for my jelqing. But yeah, I'm the guy changing all of the time. I'm working on it. I need these reminders every now and then. Thanks for that.

[Gator]

Yeps. I mean, if I can remember correctly... weren't you the one who changed his routine far too often? Don't start that junk up again. Besides, I believe stretching prior to jelqing makes the jelqs feel better. As in, it makes your penis more pliable before you start doing that other shiz naz. That make sense?

Actually, I prefer my dick to be more pliable for stretching, not jelqing. My best stretching sessions come after my jelqing, not before it. But that's only when I'm doing more erect jelqing. Since I'm focusing on lower erection jelqing right now, I'm using the stretching as a warmup, so to speak, for my jelqing. But yeah, I'm the guy changing all of the time. I'm working on it. I need these reminders every now and then. Thanks for that.

Well, given the PE session I just had, I've had some time to think about this whole "pliability" thing. Maybe the pliability of your penis is another great indicator? During my session, I did my A and V stretches for 10 minutes (10 stretches total, 5 of each, alternating). Everything went as normal. Then I started my jelqing. I noticed that during my jelqing, my dick was far less "stretchy" than it usually is. It almost had a corded feeling to it, like it was trying to turtle the entire time I was jelqing. Maybe I stretched too hard? I doubt it, I keep my stretches pretty light. More probable: maybe my penis wasn't in the mood to jelq? Maybe on these days, I should scale back the jelqing? It took about 50 jelqs for me to see that this was going on. Perhaps on the days where my dick says "nope, there is no chance in hell I'm stretching out for you today" I should just leave the jelqing at 50 reps and call it a day?

EDIT: In addition, I just did a BPFSL measurement. It was clearly back down an 1/8" from earlier today. I could barely stretch it that far even. This appears to be a sign that my dick was in "no-go" mode tonight. I typically take Saturday and Sunday OFF from PE. Maybe I'll toss in tomorrow while I'm at it. I'll see what tomorrow morning's P.I.s say.

[Gator]

Got to fuck that girl again late last night. I made the mistake of venturing into the world of penis discussion when we were done and just chilling there. I asked her pretty bluntly “so, what do you think of me?” I know she has been around the block a few times so she has experience. One thing I’m good at is telling if someone is lying to me and she wasn’t. She pretty clearly told me that my dick was good, but wished it had more thickness. She said there weren’t too many guys that she had been with that were much longer than me, but she said they were all probably thicker. Yikes. Yeah, my girth is fucking pathetic. I look back on this now and realize it was an idiotic topic to bring up. Now I feel like ass about my dick again. I can just feel the negative attitude creep back in. My defenses will hold strong though.

[mountie]

the more important thing would be did she invite you back??

[Closed039]

hey gator. ever put two fingers in a girl and see how she shudders? measure the "girth" of your two fingers (i myself finger girls with my ring and middle finger, as opposed to index and middle, but it doesnt matter). Mine is about 3 inches.

Now I don't see on your signature (it may say on your progress thread) what your girth is. However, I will assume it is over 3 inches, probably around 4. If a girl shudders from 3 inches girth, 4 seems to be more than enough, if you use it right.

Try this: When fingering your girl, isntead of trying to get 2 fingers in there, just put in your middle finger. Let her pussy adapt to that. Then, when it comes time for the gator-cock, it feels massive in relation to your small finger. My girth is not really an issue and I still use that method at all times, just to feel bigger. Give it a try and good luck.

[Gator]

the more important thing would be did she invite you back??

Yeah, she loves having sex with me. She's just an honest person, like me. It's my fault for asking that dumbass question in the first place. I put myself in the way of a freight train but at least I only got side-swiped by it. It was enough to put my mind in the tank for a bit. It's not going to deter me though. At least I know I can do something about it.

Now I don't see on your signature (it may say on your progress thread) what your girth is. However, I will assume it is over 3 inches, probably around 4. If a girl shudders from 3 inches girth, 4 seems to be more than enough, if you use it right.

I'm about 4.313 at mid shaft, about 4.50" at the base. I love finger chicks. I think they prefer it over dick anyway. Maybe not over tongue though. Thanks for the tips!

[Gator]

So, yeah... I'm heading home-home for the weekend without a book, computer, or anything. I need some decompress time. My attitude is lame right now and I feel like poo. Just gonna kick back, relax, and not do a damn thing. No PE either, including tonight. A nice 3-day break from things. I'll be back Monday. Have a good weekend guys!

[mountie]

Later....go out and have a good time tomorrow and then kick back and watch a couple good football games on Sunday...

[Gator]

Good weekend away from everything. I did…nothing. My brother is away on business so I had the place to myself too. I woke up at noon both days and watched TV all fucking day both days. Too bad I had to come back to school this evening. Test tomorrow. Gross. Anyway, 3 days off from PE. Flaccid was looking nice and relaxed all weekend. I definitely needed that recovery. I did some edging tonight. I had an awesome 10/10 EQ 100% erection.

That’s pretty much where the good news stops. I measured the boner because I had to see how close I was getting to my birthday goal of 6.50”. Well, those gains I made a few weeks ago. Yeah, they’re gone. I could barely get it up to where I started back in December. So, in a matter of 2 weeks, my BPEL went from 6.375 (brushing 6.438) to basically 6.125. That’s a nice big 1/8” loss. My girth was barely 4.25. That’s at least a 1/16” loss too. So, yeah…very promising measurements. How do you lose that much in size doing the same fucking thing that had made you gain 2 weeks ago?

This is a pattern that I am very familiar with. I’ve done this before – I make gains and then lose them. This has happened now for a 5th time since last year when I started PE. Wow, this just really bites. I put a lot of work into the past 2 months too. If I would have gained like most people do in their first year, I'd be sporting a cock of about 7x5 right now. Bummer I have to be the anamoly . If anything, PE certainly is teaching me a little about will power. I doubt many people would still be doing this shit if they would have experienced the lack of success that I have.

I think the only difference now is – THIS TIME: I’m not walking away.

[Dante311]

Patience is a virtue my friend. Do not get discouraged just yet...

it could be the penises way of saying... hold the fuck up son... i'm gonna grow like there's no tomorrow.

at least let's hope so! Determination my friend! Persistence!