Ok where to start with this one ... been seeing this girl almost 2 years, most things are great with her, sex is incredible. Thinking of marriage in the future. But recently I've been getting a bit worried about her sexual past. She's been with a fairly limited number of partners, less than 15 I'd say. She says I'm the best and I can't doubt her, I make her cum really hard. But still, I can't help but worry she's been with one or more huge monster cocks in the past. I'm 8x6 so not small, but she never comments favorably about my size. She also has a wide and deep pussy, I feel barely adequate for her. I guess as she has become more important to me, this issue has been creeping up. I'm very size obsessed and want to feel like I'm her biggest and best and that she loves my dick.
The question is ... I recently got access to her phone. I'm thinking about searching it for messages about ex's big dicks to see if I find anything. The upside is maybe I find some messages about my own and nothing else which would be amazing for my confidence. The downside is maybe she texts her friends or ex about some monster she fucked in the past and ruins my confidence. But at least I wouldn't be worrying any more.
Obviously this is somewhat unethical, but still the temptation exists ... looking for advice from anyone who's been in a similar situation. I read part of the huge thread about the guy who's wife got fucked by a 9.8". This is clearly a bad mental issue to have, yet maybe dealing with it now is better than finding out 5 years and 2 kids later that she fucked some monsters in the past...?
The question is ... I recently got access to her phone. I'm thinking about searching it for messages about ex's big dicks to see if I find anything. The upside is maybe I find some messages about my own and nothing else which would be amazing for my confidence. The downside is maybe she texts her friends or ex about some monster she fucked in the past and ruins my confidence. But at least I wouldn't be worrying any more.
Obviously this is somewhat unethical, but still the temptation exists ... looking for advice from anyone who's been in a similar situation. I read part of the huge thread about the guy who's wife got fucked by a 9.8". This is clearly a bad mental issue to have, yet maybe dealing with it now is better than finding out 5 years and 2 kids later that she fucked some monsters in the past...?
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