Ok so here`s it.
I was a total head-turner in high-school.. got hit like.. almost by every girl from my class and from other classes too, even in the buses I was getting all attention and girls be asking for my numbers and shit, man I was used to grow up like this. I swear I thought this is something normal.. ladies from markets were smiling to me, I once got a proposal from one to have her give me a blowjob for nothing.. This was happening all around me being 14 - 20. I can`t say I profited of all these things happening, I was like making just 40 % out of it all. Why ? I don`t know. I was shy, I was stupid too. Now 20 came`in and I got bang.. hit hard.
At 20 I started having hair-loss and been introduced to male alopecia , I figured out I have it and I`ll be bald soon. Surely, slowly.. as hair came off, girls went off too ! lol.. from 20 to 24 I kept turning heads and getting easy girls, getting out with even taller girls (I am 1,65 cm that is short, really short) and I was still banging this chick that was 1,80 with no problem. Why ? Hell naw I now that height does not really matter that much when it comes to looks. This is odd. So after 24 I was losing hardcore hair, my forehead was almost double and...
I got lost. I was no longer turning heads around, girls were treating me different. For the first time in my life I felt how being treated with indifference from a girl, feels. I felt horrible, I did not know what is it. Yeah. So there it went. I started to panic and to get bit angry, started to get more active and outgoing, but the results ? same.
Girls were not simply interested that much of me, yes my confindence was going low but even when I managed to get my confidence sky-rocket, it was the same. At 25 I was refused by a fat chick and that was the bottom.
From 90% girls where I had to pick from, I went to maybe 10 - 15 % girls that I could barely convince to get out with. I don`t get it. Even people are treating me differently compared to how I was being treated before I started losing hair. It seems that Beauty / Looks determine others behaviour aswell, even if they are simply strangers.
I`m 26 now and almost bald, and I feel a different human to what I was 6 years before. I barely can get a girl interested in me, what the heck ? I started wondering what really changed, was it all the hair causing this ? I think I developed some nasolabial folds / wrinkles after 20 too, they are really visible but I doubt that the nasolabial folds really caused anything, as most males and hot males have it. Could the folds be something too ? I think it's really only the hair.... but man I feel disgusted.
How could things change so much ? my attitude is confident, cocky, romantic, flirty... still, it doesn't help. 6 years ago I was doing nothing and girls were hitting on me.
I was sad for a long time.. now I got over the sadness. I`m a tuff steel, but, man what the hell ? 6 years ?
Any thoughts on this one brothas ?
I was a total head-turner in high-school.. got hit like.. almost by every girl from my class and from other classes too, even in the buses I was getting all attention and girls be asking for my numbers and shit, man I was used to grow up like this. I swear I thought this is something normal.. ladies from markets were smiling to me, I once got a proposal from one to have her give me a blowjob for nothing.. This was happening all around me being 14 - 20. I can`t say I profited of all these things happening, I was like making just 40 % out of it all. Why ? I don`t know. I was shy, I was stupid too. Now 20 came`in and I got bang.. hit hard.
At 20 I started having hair-loss and been introduced to male alopecia , I figured out I have it and I`ll be bald soon. Surely, slowly.. as hair came off, girls went off too ! lol.. from 20 to 24 I kept turning heads and getting easy girls, getting out with even taller girls (I am 1,65 cm that is short, really short) and I was still banging this chick that was 1,80 with no problem. Why ? Hell naw I now that height does not really matter that much when it comes to looks. This is odd. So after 24 I was losing hardcore hair, my forehead was almost double and...
I got lost. I was no longer turning heads around, girls were treating me different. For the first time in my life I felt how being treated with indifference from a girl, feels. I felt horrible, I did not know what is it. Yeah. So there it went. I started to panic and to get bit angry, started to get more active and outgoing, but the results ? same.
Girls were not simply interested that much of me, yes my confindence was going low but even when I managed to get my confidence sky-rocket, it was the same. At 25 I was refused by a fat chick and that was the bottom.
From 90% girls where I had to pick from, I went to maybe 10 - 15 % girls that I could barely convince to get out with. I don`t get it. Even people are treating me differently compared to how I was being treated before I started losing hair. It seems that Beauty / Looks determine others behaviour aswell, even if they are simply strangers.
I`m 26 now and almost bald, and I feel a different human to what I was 6 years before. I barely can get a girl interested in me, what the heck ? I started wondering what really changed, was it all the hair causing this ? I think I developed some nasolabial folds / wrinkles after 20 too, they are really visible but I doubt that the nasolabial folds really caused anything, as most males and hot males have it. Could the folds be something too ? I think it's really only the hair.... but man I feel disgusted.
How could things change so much ? my attitude is confident, cocky, romantic, flirty... still, it doesn't help. 6 years ago I was doing nothing and girls were hitting on me.
I was sad for a long time.. now I got over the sadness. I`m a tuff steel, but, man what the hell ? 6 years ?
Any thoughts on this one brothas ?
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