Hey guys,
I am in a good relationship for 4 months now. Everything is perfect, she is in love with me and I love her as well. But..
In the beginning of the relationship she told me things that I didn't want to know. I didn't ask her to tell me these things, she did it because she felt it would favor our relationship.
She told me that she had two one night stands last year when she was single, in summer and in November. At first, I was like oookaayy..wtf? Then I accepted it and moved on, but I got frustrated as time passed by.
The problem is that I imagine those nights and it keep buzzing in my mind..not always but 1-3 times a week. I talked to her about this and she was crying for an hour because of the regret she feels. She said she regret those nights and she didn't want to lose me because of this. Oh and she regret that she told me this whole story...and I mean, yeah, I would not care about these one night stands if she didn't tell me..but she DID, who the fuck knows why.
I love her and I wanna be with her but I'm a bit scared of this..what if my buzzing mind won't stop, even after months?!
If only she didn't tell me this sh*t...
How would you cope with this? Would you even cope?
I am in a good relationship for 4 months now. Everything is perfect, she is in love with me and I love her as well. But..
In the beginning of the relationship she told me things that I didn't want to know. I didn't ask her to tell me these things, she did it because she felt it would favor our relationship.
She told me that she had two one night stands last year when she was single, in summer and in November. At first, I was like oookaayy..wtf? Then I accepted it and moved on, but I got frustrated as time passed by.
The problem is that I imagine those nights and it keep buzzing in my mind..not always but 1-3 times a week. I talked to her about this and she was crying for an hour because of the regret she feels. She said she regret those nights and she didn't want to lose me because of this. Oh and she regret that she told me this whole story...and I mean, yeah, I would not care about these one night stands if she didn't tell me..but she DID, who the fuck knows why.
I love her and I wanna be with her but I'm a bit scared of this..what if my buzzing mind won't stop, even after months?!
If only she didn't tell me this sh*t...
How would you cope with this? Would you even cope?
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