Ladies and gentlemen of the jury. This weekend, I learned my lesson. I am Bananaboat11 for those of you who remember me. I had a terrible break up with my ex, Nicole... 9 - 10 months ago. I sulked on pegym for months and there were a good number of you who helped perk me back up. First... many thanks. I am pretty much back to where I was prior to meeting her... nearly. which is nice.
But about 3 weeks ago... she contacted me. 2 days later... I responded. We then had a conversation. I offered her a chance to make it up by giving her my phone # to call me so we can chat about things. Never heard from her... don't think I will. I basically fed her ego. Her intentions, I thought/hoped, were selfless... but instead they were selfish and narcissistic. She's living her life with her new beau... and here I am in grad school.. miserable... alone.
I fed into it... she **** talked me after we broke up... she was selfish (and I partly was too)... go read my story if you feel like blaming me. I know every side has their perception, but I will swear on my life... and my grave... our breakup... the girl was evil. In her recent apology to me... she admits she was and feels awful. but she still has no intent of anything with me... ever. not even a friendship. Yet, I still have feelings for her.
It sucks.
Selfish bitch.
I have 5 women interested in me... two of whom have professed their interest/attraction to me. They're all good catches, too. I however, have no interest. Because of Nicole. I can't get her out of my mind now since she contacted me...
...and I have confidence. I'm tall and I'm told I look like a cross between Daniel Craig (from Defiance/James Bond), emimem, and the lead singer of linkin park - chester bennington. Which is flattering. To sound conceited online.. I have so much in my favor and I thank god every day for the blessings I have... and all I want is someone I can never have... nor should have. She's toxic. She destroyed my heart... my soul.. and my ability to love.
When an ex contacts you... I'm fully confident.. it's about THEM. Not you.
If you must respond... do so. But don't feed into their manipulations. They should have to do EVERYTHING you'd do to get them back, for you... show up at their door crying... pleading... they dumped you. They should WANT to make it work. Remember, they left. They have the problem... with you or about you... or themselves... they need to want to be with you.
If they don't? **** 'em... you can do better. You deserve someone who wants to be with you because you're special. Don't let an ex suffocate you... shatter your emotions... and destroy you dreams..
*sigh*
But about 3 weeks ago... she contacted me. 2 days later... I responded. We then had a conversation. I offered her a chance to make it up by giving her my phone # to call me so we can chat about things. Never heard from her... don't think I will. I basically fed her ego. Her intentions, I thought/hoped, were selfless... but instead they were selfish and narcissistic. She's living her life with her new beau... and here I am in grad school.. miserable... alone.
I fed into it... she **** talked me after we broke up... she was selfish (and I partly was too)... go read my story if you feel like blaming me. I know every side has their perception, but I will swear on my life... and my grave... our breakup... the girl was evil. In her recent apology to me... she admits she was and feels awful. but she still has no intent of anything with me... ever. not even a friendship. Yet, I still have feelings for her.
It sucks.
Selfish bitch.
I have 5 women interested in me... two of whom have professed their interest/attraction to me. They're all good catches, too. I however, have no interest. Because of Nicole. I can't get her out of my mind now since she contacted me...
...and I have confidence. I'm tall and I'm told I look like a cross between Daniel Craig (from Defiance/James Bond), emimem, and the lead singer of linkin park - chester bennington. Which is flattering. To sound conceited online.. I have so much in my favor and I thank god every day for the blessings I have... and all I want is someone I can never have... nor should have. She's toxic. She destroyed my heart... my soul.. and my ability to love.
When an ex contacts you... I'm fully confident.. it's about THEM. Not you.
If you must respond... do so. But don't feed into their manipulations. They should have to do EVERYTHING you'd do to get them back, for you... show up at their door crying... pleading... they dumped you. They should WANT to make it work. Remember, they left. They have the problem... with you or about you... or themselves... they need to want to be with you.
If they don't? **** 'em... you can do better. You deserve someone who wants to be with you because you're special. Don't let an ex suffocate you... shatter your emotions... and destroy you dreams..
*sigh*
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