Plain and simple, next time I go playing at AC, take advantage of a hooker there? It is not what I would usually do and I don't know how comfortable I would be with it. But there are some beautiful women and protection is always a priority, etc.
I don't really know where else to go at this point. And what troubles me is that I feel so far away from it...As I did at 15 and 20. Now mentally, it seems like such a high and mighty task that I feel no hope in getting it done. I know it is as simple as going out to a bar or club and perhaps bringing someone home, but that is not really my style, and I don't drink anyways. So it would be hard to accomplish.
This keeps me up at times and is very frustrating as I am wasting away the best yrs of my life in that regard- in terms of peak sexual health. Although 4/11 gives us all hope that we will be going strong for quite a while, thank god- haha.
Anyways, what would you all suggest. I can see some positives and negatives myself. Right now I have the "pussy on a pedastol" and perhaps this will alliviate that whole shtick for me. It may just kind of open up my mind and make me a lot more comfortable going forward talking to girls and not being worried or putting them at such a distant option.
If I am very nervous though, I can imagine having performance issues and then I am worst off than when I began. I would probably have a bad vibe afterwards too, knowing that is how I had to get it done.
Truth be told, I am more so against it, but as time goes by it seems like the main option out there.
I don't really know where else to go at this point. And what troubles me is that I feel so far away from it...As I did at 15 and 20. Now mentally, it seems like such a high and mighty task that I feel no hope in getting it done. I know it is as simple as going out to a bar or club and perhaps bringing someone home, but that is not really my style, and I don't drink anyways. So it would be hard to accomplish.
This keeps me up at times and is very frustrating as I am wasting away the best yrs of my life in that regard- in terms of peak sexual health. Although 4/11 gives us all hope that we will be going strong for quite a while, thank god- haha.
Anyways, what would you all suggest. I can see some positives and negatives myself. Right now I have the "pussy on a pedastol" and perhaps this will alliviate that whole shtick for me. It may just kind of open up my mind and make me a lot more comfortable going forward talking to girls and not being worried or putting them at such a distant option.
If I am very nervous though, I can imagine having performance issues and then I am worst off than when I began. I would probably have a bad vibe afterwards too, knowing that is how I had to get it done.
Truth be told, I am more so against it, but as time goes by it seems like the main option out there.
Comment