So you all remember my relationship thing with a girl about 4 months ago, no?. Well that is alright.
Well I finally told her everything, that I was still in love with her, that I wanted to try again and ultimately she said no because she met someone recently. I did everything I could and cried a whole lot, got a little angry, scared, and suicidal, but in the end it didn't matter.
I hurt a lot right now, I hurt so much and even though I said I wouldn't kill myself, because she said if I did she would do the same, not smile anymore, and be extra crazy.
I know we can be friends, but it hurts so much. I thought I could finally be happy the way I wanted, but the only way that will happen is if her and this guy break up. She said if she didn't meet him she would have said yes to me and everything.
Moral is that life sucks, I don't even get to choose to kill myself, and no matter what you do the universe is just laughing at you.
So right now I am heavily dehydrated from crying so much, really tired, irritated, and overall still pretty suicidal.
I don't want anyone saying anything negative about her and I don't expect any real advice, but I have to get this out.
Well I finally told her everything, that I was still in love with her, that I wanted to try again and ultimately she said no because she met someone recently. I did everything I could and cried a whole lot, got a little angry, scared, and suicidal, but in the end it didn't matter.
I hurt a lot right now, I hurt so much and even though I said I wouldn't kill myself, because she said if I did she would do the same, not smile anymore, and be extra crazy.
I know we can be friends, but it hurts so much. I thought I could finally be happy the way I wanted, but the only way that will happen is if her and this guy break up. She said if she didn't meet him she would have said yes to me and everything.
Moral is that life sucks, I don't even get to choose to kill myself, and no matter what you do the universe is just laughing at you.
So right now I am heavily dehydrated from crying so much, really tired, irritated, and overall still pretty suicidal.
I don't want anyone saying anything negative about her and I don't expect any real advice, but I have to get this out.
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