hey guys, so ive not been here for a while but thought id stop by with a kind of update on how life / relationships etc are progressing.
well ive not done any pe for a considerable length of time but am considering starting up again.... that aside though, im doing ok considering life throws me a lot of lemons, business is doing ok, and my kids are all healthy and well.. so not too bad really.
the one thing though, is this
i met a girl at a party on new years eve... absolutely stunning... right up my street, shes funny, kind, beautiful and has brains.
so anyway we chatted and danced most of the night together, then afterwards i didnt see her for another 3-4 months. then we met again at another party... we didnt click as much as the previous time, but we still had a giggle and went our seperate ways again....
now then... i attended another two parties after this with a girl i was screwing at the time, and heres this woman id met before still showing me a lot of interest...
at the fourth party, the girl i was screwing at the time, got really drunk and became violent, started throwing punches at me etc..
anyway the girl i met at new year ran out of the house, and skull dragged this other woman off me then protected me all night whenever the girl i was screwing (who wasnt really of much interest to me) got on her high horse about some random bullshit and hurled abuse at me.
now the next day the girl from the new year messaged me out of the blue and told me how she liked me and had done since new year and that i didnt need a violent idiot in my life and that shed love to be with someone like me...
well... me and her got on like a house on fire... and we still do
however... weve been seeing each other now for almost 4 months and although we spend time together every day, and with each others kids etc.. were not actually in a relationship.. heck.. were not even fucking?!?!?!
the situation is quite bizarre in honesty, and im really unsure what to make of it..
we both like each other a lot... and both want to be with each other, but something is holding her back, and also myself..
she says shes just not ready for a relationship yet, and that she loves my company and wants me in her life etc... but she just doesnt want to be in a relationship with me yet...
when i asked why... she replied... "because i like you a lot"
hmmmm confusion!!
how does one like someone... a lot... but not want to be with them, even though they do???
now i fully understand that maybe she likes me so much that she doesnt want to jump str8 in and risk us hating each other a few months down the line...
but come on... almost 4 months!?!?!
were practically in a relationship anyway... we hug, kiss, snuggle, date, go places, work, make financial decisions, business decisions together, we clean each others homes, we have fun, we do everything together..... like theres very little we dont do together...
like WTF????
any help??? lol
well ive not done any pe for a considerable length of time but am considering starting up again.... that aside though, im doing ok considering life throws me a lot of lemons, business is doing ok, and my kids are all healthy and well.. so not too bad really.
the one thing though, is this
i met a girl at a party on new years eve... absolutely stunning... right up my street, shes funny, kind, beautiful and has brains.
so anyway we chatted and danced most of the night together, then afterwards i didnt see her for another 3-4 months. then we met again at another party... we didnt click as much as the previous time, but we still had a giggle and went our seperate ways again....
now then... i attended another two parties after this with a girl i was screwing at the time, and heres this woman id met before still showing me a lot of interest...
at the fourth party, the girl i was screwing at the time, got really drunk and became violent, started throwing punches at me etc..
anyway the girl i met at new year ran out of the house, and skull dragged this other woman off me then protected me all night whenever the girl i was screwing (who wasnt really of much interest to me) got on her high horse about some random bullshit and hurled abuse at me.
now the next day the girl from the new year messaged me out of the blue and told me how she liked me and had done since new year and that i didnt need a violent idiot in my life and that shed love to be with someone like me...
well... me and her got on like a house on fire... and we still do
however... weve been seeing each other now for almost 4 months and although we spend time together every day, and with each others kids etc.. were not actually in a relationship.. heck.. were not even fucking?!?!?!
the situation is quite bizarre in honesty, and im really unsure what to make of it..
we both like each other a lot... and both want to be with each other, but something is holding her back, and also myself..
she says shes just not ready for a relationship yet, and that she loves my company and wants me in her life etc... but she just doesnt want to be in a relationship with me yet...
when i asked why... she replied... "because i like you a lot"
hmmmm confusion!!
how does one like someone... a lot... but not want to be with them, even though they do???
now i fully understand that maybe she likes me so much that she doesnt want to jump str8 in and risk us hating each other a few months down the line...
but come on... almost 4 months!?!?!
were practically in a relationship anyway... we hug, kiss, snuggle, date, go places, work, make financial decisions, business decisions together, we clean each others homes, we have fun, we do everything together..... like theres very little we dont do together...
like WTF????
any help??? lol
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