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I have wanted to write a success story ever since I started 5 years ago......so hear it goes.
I started off at the gym at the age of 19, I am 24 years old now and I have gone from 5.5-5.9" to 7" bpel. I have only put 2 solid months of pe in, in the last 5 years, but I still do to odd jelk and stretch in the shower every now and again.
So here is my story, it has taking me a lot to write it so go easy on me, I hope it helps someone. 😁
After 14-15 years old i use to watch a lot of porn and it gave me a complex that I had a small penis. I am pretty tall at 6ft2" and my 5.5 - 5.9 bpel penis seemed to look quite small in comparison to my body. I was depressed about it and i thought that all girls would laugh at the size. At the time I was too afraid to confront the problem, so I just kept going through life not even trying to find a girlfriend or meet girls. I avoided dealing with it because i was uncomfortable with who i was, and well, it is so easy run from or avoid your problems rather then deal with them.
Things were going ok avoiding my problems..... Well most the time, but whenever someone brought up anything about me not having a girlfriend or sexually, I didn't know how to deal with it other than feel frustrated, angry depressed, anxious...... and like.
I discovered the pe gym at 19 years old and I was overwhelmed by how nice everyone wad, and surprised how everyone treated each other, so I signed up and started a routine (jp90 I think). I spent one month doing that and my penis grew from 5.5-5.9" to 6.5". Bpel. I was so happy with the results mainly because I was now at least average or just above. I felt so good with the results, and it gave me so much confidence. It gave me enough confidence to get a prostitute over and have sex for the first time since I lost my virginity at 16. (3 years before) i know this is frowned upon by a lot of people, but this was a milestone for me.
After that night I felt top shit, but over the next few months certain events happened and I stopped pe and started to go back to my old self..... inconfident, depressed, anxious. But I wasn't the sort of person to talk about feelings, or deal with them so I continued to ignore them.
Well years went on like that, until I started to pe again, but this time i added MEDITATION into the mix and started working on some of my head problems. My confidence went up and I grew my penis another half an inch.
Growing my penis up to the 7" number felt incredible. That's what I have always kind of considered to be big. It was like "wow I have a big dick now" i couldnt believe it haha.
Things were going so well that I started online dating, I met a similar minded girl and I could talk to her for days and days about just about anything. We spoke for about a couple months and a was just starting to work up the courage to ask her out. Then the unthinkable happened my father in law died from a sudden heart attack just before retirement. It effected me so much, I started to question everything I believed in, and nothing made sense anymore.
I didn't tell the girl I was talking to, and the conversations started to get less and less, until we eventually stopped talking. A few months after that she met someone else. Now a couple years later they have a kid together and are engaged.
Well fast forward through yet another depressive stage in my life and it was time for a serious change.
I stopped hanging around with certain negative people in my life that were bringing me down, stopping my personal growth and being bad influence. I packed up the car and a traveled the country and wow what an experience, trip of a lifetime.
Gained an absolute abundance of confidence, talked to a lot of people on the way and had some awesome adventures. Now I am home, i have a girlfriend..... my first one actually since I was 16, and she is awesome. Crazy sexual, we feel really comfortable with each other and been seeing each other for about 4 weeks now. We must of had sex well over 40 times by now......life is good. 😊
After all said and done, I don't regret any part of my life, even all of the time I wasted being depressed, inconfident, anxious. It has been the building blocks that have made me into the person I am today. I still have some things to work on but I am excited to get through them.
The community here on pe gym is incredible, I've learnt so much here about so many things, defiantly not isolated to the subject of penises. All of you guys have helped me so much. I had alot of learning difficulties going through school, so even just having somewhere to practice writing has been so helpful. This place has been a vital part of who I am today.
Life is just one big adventure! I am so excited for what comes next.
I started off at the gym at the age of 19, I am 24 years old now and I have gone from 5.5-5.9" to 7" bpel. I have only put 2 solid months of pe in, in the last 5 years, but I still do to odd jelk and stretch in the shower every now and again.
So here is my story, it has taking me a lot to write it so go easy on me, I hope it helps someone. 😁
After 14-15 years old i use to watch a lot of porn and it gave me a complex that I had a small penis. I am pretty tall at 6ft2" and my 5.5 - 5.9 bpel penis seemed to look quite small in comparison to my body. I was depressed about it and i thought that all girls would laugh at the size. At the time I was too afraid to confront the problem, so I just kept going through life not even trying to find a girlfriend or meet girls. I avoided dealing with it because i was uncomfortable with who i was, and well, it is so easy run from or avoid your problems rather then deal with them.
Things were going ok avoiding my problems..... Well most the time, but whenever someone brought up anything about me not having a girlfriend or sexually, I didn't know how to deal with it other than feel frustrated, angry depressed, anxious...... and like.
I discovered the pe gym at 19 years old and I was overwhelmed by how nice everyone wad, and surprised how everyone treated each other, so I signed up and started a routine (jp90 I think). I spent one month doing that and my penis grew from 5.5-5.9" to 6.5". Bpel. I was so happy with the results mainly because I was now at least average or just above. I felt so good with the results, and it gave me so much confidence. It gave me enough confidence to get a prostitute over and have sex for the first time since I lost my virginity at 16. (3 years before) i know this is frowned upon by a lot of people, but this was a milestone for me.
After that night I felt top shit, but over the next few months certain events happened and I stopped pe and started to go back to my old self..... inconfident, depressed, anxious. But I wasn't the sort of person to talk about feelings, or deal with them so I continued to ignore them.
Well years went on like that, until I started to pe again, but this time i added MEDITATION into the mix and started working on some of my head problems. My confidence went up and I grew my penis another half an inch.
Growing my penis up to the 7" number felt incredible. That's what I have always kind of considered to be big. It was like "wow I have a big dick now" i couldnt believe it haha.
Things were going so well that I started online dating, I met a similar minded girl and I could talk to her for days and days about just about anything. We spoke for about a couple months and a was just starting to work up the courage to ask her out. Then the unthinkable happened my father in law died from a sudden heart attack just before retirement. It effected me so much, I started to question everything I believed in, and nothing made sense anymore.
I didn't tell the girl I was talking to, and the conversations started to get less and less, until we eventually stopped talking. A few months after that she met someone else. Now a couple years later they have a kid together and are engaged.
Well fast forward through yet another depressive stage in my life and it was time for a serious change.
I stopped hanging around with certain negative people in my life that were bringing me down, stopping my personal growth and being bad influence. I packed up the car and a traveled the country and wow what an experience, trip of a lifetime.
Gained an absolute abundance of confidence, talked to a lot of people on the way and had some awesome adventures. Now I am home, i have a girlfriend..... my first one actually since I was 16, and she is awesome. Crazy sexual, we feel really comfortable with each other and been seeing each other for about 4 weeks now. We must of had sex well over 40 times by now......life is good. 😊
After all said and done, I don't regret any part of my life, even all of the time I wasted being depressed, inconfident, anxious. It has been the building blocks that have made me into the person I am today. I still have some things to work on but I am excited to get through them.
The community here on pe gym is incredible, I've learnt so much here about so many things, defiantly not isolated to the subject of penises. All of you guys have helped me so much. I had alot of learning difficulties going through school, so even just having somewhere to practice writing has been so helpful. This place has been a vital part of who I am today.
Life is just one big adventure! I am so excited for what comes next.
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