Blink: Ride the Fatigue

**blink2000** · 08-06-2010

I started PE during the summer of 2008. I stumbled onto it while I was still depressed about a breakup with a fiancée.

My starting measurements: 6" x 5" exactly.
After 3 months or so, I reach 6.75" by 5.125".

I gained .75" BPEL, and .13" MSEG). Best of all, I somehow had gained nearly an inch of base girth (from hanging). I started on thunders with their newbie routine, and shifting to hanging shortly after.

I got married not long after that (funny huh?), and was unable to continue PE due to travel, family obligations, etc. The birth of my daughter further delayed things. About 2 months ago, I measured myself and was horrified to find I was back down to 6" BPEL. How is that possible? I don't know. I'm a slightly older guy.. (36), but I'm really not an old man (yet). I figure part of my loss was due to EQ losses.

I Jumped back into PE again 2 months ago (1.5 years later). I'm back up to about 6.4" BPEL and my MSEG is still 5.125", so I've regained .4" of length so far.

I have refreshed my knowledge of PE (I've been spending a lot of time studying), and I've found some ways to improve my routine. I'm more dedicated & determined than ever. This time I'll follow through until I reach all of my goals.

**kingpole** · 08-06-2010

Are your erections rock hard?

**niagra** · 08-06-2010

What a horrifying loss, sorry to hear that. Good luck workin it out again.

**blink2000** · 08-06-2010

Originally Posted by kingpole

Are your erections rock hard?

I had a level 10 erection last night. Those are few and far between. When I'm measuring my unit, I don't think I have gotten past maybe an 8.5 EQ.

My erections are getting much stronger with PE though. When I first came back to PE my erections were about 6.5 or 7.0 EQ.

Also, thanks Niagra. And yes, I have learned first hand I MUST cement my gains!!

**blink2000** · 08-06-2010

I still consider my .75" in 3 months a success story--even though I later lost those gains. I'm confident I'll easily surpass that. I probably slowed down my original gains by jumping into hanging after only doing the newbie routine for 3 weeks. I guess I've done it again too. Kingpole suggested I start with a newbie routine again, but I've already worked up to hanging 11 hours a week or so with 7lbs; I can't really go back now. Honestly though, I prefer hanging. The wrap + monitoring takes some effort, but I'm pretty used to it all. I probably have 7-9 months or so of total hanging experience. I know... it's too bad it wasn't 7-9 months in a row

Its ok though; I have no regrets. I believe I put my priorities in the right place (my family). But now that things are stabilizing with my marriage & my new baby, its back to PE. I'll tell you what. My wife has VERY much noticed my PE. I believe my unit was well past 6.5" last night--and it looked much thicker than normal. I wasn't about to spoil our moment though by busting out the measuring tape. So officially, I am still saying my BPEL is just 6.4" (since that's the best I've measured since starting PE again). .4" of gains is not bad--I'm happy with my progress vs time. Anyway, time will tell whether I've learned enough to make good gains.

**blink2000** · 08-06-2010

Also though, deep BTC is a difficult angle... starting out I easily reached 8lbs SD, but it took me a long time to reach a similar weight BTC (months).

**blink2000** · 08-06-2010

I heard people on saturday night live keep calling their penis by "my baby arm". Well, I measured my baby's arm compared to my hand/ wrist, then I measured it with my ruler. My Baby's arm is about 8.5" to 9". So I guess I have to get to at least 8.5" NBP before I can call it "my baby arm"! I'm not sure if I am capable of reaching that, I guess we will see

**diesel121** · 08-06-2010

Glad to hear you're back on board blink! Stick with a steady routine and some kegel work and your EQ should improve drastically! I personally had a fantastic EQ improvement after my first three months of PE which has continued since then. I haven't had a chance to look for it, but if you haven't already...start a progress log so we can all keep track of how things have been going for you. Keep up the good work!

*diesel

**blink2000** · 08-06-2010

My log goes back to back to 16 Jun 2008. That's the first day I started keeping track. I've kept details like how I felt when I reached fatigue or any concerns I had.

Thanks for the encouragement! That's why I'm here... to both get help & give some too.