I have always thought of myself small and inadequate. This week it all changed.
I'm recovering from porn based ED. I am using a modified JP90 to boost EQ and build some smooth muscle before I try and get my gains.
I am a 5-8, 29yr old White guy 5in NBPEL, 4.5girth at 80-85%. (Working for that 90-100!)
I have been working out and losing weight. 40lbs lost at this time.
I recently pulled the most beautiful black girl EVER! She is thick and built like Serina Williams. I never dated a black girl so I was very nervous about me being small.
What a fool I was. It was all in my head from the porn. Turns out I am more then capable of satisfying her and I eliminated a stupid stereotype that I created in my mind from watching too much porn.
I know from her reaction that I wasn't even close to the biggest she has seen. Dosent bother me one bit. I relaxed myself, told her how beautiful she was, and rocked her world.
Here is what I learned
kick the porn, build up your confidence, and enjoy life.
I know I am. I could hear 100 size queens tell me I am small and I don't think it would effect me one bit.
I'm recovering from porn based ED. I am using a modified JP90 to boost EQ and build some smooth muscle before I try and get my gains.
I am a 5-8, 29yr old White guy 5in NBPEL, 4.5girth at 80-85%. (Working for that 90-100!)
I have been working out and losing weight. 40lbs lost at this time.
I recently pulled the most beautiful black girl EVER! She is thick and built like Serina Williams. I never dated a black girl so I was very nervous about me being small.
What a fool I was. It was all in my head from the porn. Turns out I am more then capable of satisfying her and I eliminated a stupid stereotype that I created in my mind from watching too much porn.
I know from her reaction that I wasn't even close to the biggest she has seen. Dosent bother me one bit. I relaxed myself, told her how beautiful she was, and rocked her world.
Here is what I learned
kick the porn, build up your confidence, and enjoy life.
I know I am. I could hear 100 size queens tell me I am small and I don't think it would effect me one bit.
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