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    I have always thought of myself small and inadequate. This week it all changed.
    I'm recovering from porn based ED. I am using a modified JP90 to boost EQ and build some smooth muscle before I try and get my gains.
    I am a 5-8, 29yr old White guy 5in NBPEL, 4.5girth at 80-85%. (Working for that 90-100!)
    I have been working out and losing weight. 40lbs lost at this time.
    I recently pulled the most beautiful black girl EVER! She is thick and built like Serina Williams. I never dated a black girl so I was very nervous about me being small.
    What a fool I was. It was all in my head from the porn. Turns out I am more then capable of satisfying her and I eliminated a stupid stereotype that I created in my mind from watching too much porn.
    I know from her reaction that I wasn't even close to the biggest she has seen. Dosent bother me one bit. I relaxed myself, told her how beautiful she was, and rocked her world.
    Here is what I learned
    kick the porn, build up your confidence, and enjoy life.
    I know I am. I could hear 100 size queens tell me I am small and I don't think it would effect me one bit.
    Start
    BPEL 5 1/2
    EG 4 1/2

    Current
    BPEL 6 5/8
    EG 5
    Glans Girth 5 3/4

    Mostly EQ Gains!

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    Your way of thinking is gonna take you far man. Don't let the size queens or yourself take over your mind because they think you have a small penis, who cares. You use it as a tool for satsifaction and the size queens can go look further. Who wants a girl that thinks sex is the most important in life, when you can find a girl that thinks love is most important in life.
    Starting Stats (2015-02-02): BPEL: 5.1 / MEG: 4 / BEG: 4.3

    Current Stats (2017-01-02):
    BPEL: 6.6 / MEG: 4.9 / BEG: 5.5

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    • #3
      Man, what an awesome story. Look at you go! Thanks for sharing your mental success with us. Just as Habban said, that's the kind of attitude that'll take you far. Keep up the great work man.

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      • #4
        Thank you. I faced a fear and learned a lot about irrational BS. It's all about perception, and since my divorce I made a lot of changes to improve my self perception.
        Start
        BPEL 5 1/2
        EG 4 1/2

        Current
        BPEL 6 5/8
        EG 5
        Glans Girth 5 3/4

        Mostly EQ Gains!

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        • #5
          Hey Joe!

          Great post. Congratulations on you success and overcoming your fears.

          Now you can concentrate on slowly building your unit into tool you can be proud of.
          Valued Member of 12+ years at the PEGym
          12/'09 (start) NBP EL - 4.5, EG - 4.4
          12/11 NBPEL - 5.1, MSEG - 5
          01/13 NBPEL - 5.35, MSEG - 5.1
          01/14 NBPEL - 5.35, MSEG - 5.25
          01/16 NBPEL - 5.4, MSEG - 5.5
          Fat Pad = 1+/-

          Real cars have two seats. Everything else is a bus.

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          • #6
            Penis size ISN'T the only thing that matters.
            Dec 27, 2009
            Starting: NBPELxGirth: 4 x 4
            Feb 28, 2010
            NBPELxGirth: 4 1/8 x 4 1/8
            April 03, 2010
            NBPELxGirth: 4 1/4 x 4 1/8
            April 14, 2010
            NBPELxGirth: 4 5/8 x 4 1/8
            June 03, 2010
            NBPELxGirth: 4 3/4 x 4 1/8
            August 06, 2013
            NBPELxGirth: 5 1/8 x 4 2/8
            September 2, 2014
            NBPELxGirth: 4 6/8 x 4 3/8

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            • #7
              Originally posted by 4toX View Post
              Penis size ISN'T the only thing that matters.
              TRUE, but it DOES MATTER, otherwise, why are we here???

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              • #8
                Can an average size pens fit doggy style on a Serena type booty?

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                • #9
                  Originally posted by whodat123 View Post
                  Can an average size pens fit doggy style on a Serena type booty?
                  Always wondered myself. lol
                  Start 3.16.15 - 7bpel, 6bpel, 5meg

                  Current 1.19.16 - 7.85bpel, 6.6nbpel, 5.3meg

                  Goal 1.19.17 - 8.5bpel, 7.5nbpel, 5.75meg

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                  • #10
                    Originally posted by whodat123 View Post
                    Can an average size pens fit doggy style on a Serena type booty?
                    Fit on it? Sure. Wait who's Serena?
                    You never slow down, you never grow old!

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                    • #11
                      "Can an average size pens fit doggy style on a Serena type booty?"
                      It sure does! Just have to to use shorter strokes. Trust me, the spot is still being hit
                      growerJoe
                      Senior Member
                      Last edited by growerJoe; 01-10-2016, 06:18 PM. Reason: add quote
                      Start
                      BPEL 5 1/2
                      EG 4 1/2

                      Current
                      BPEL 6 5/8
                      EG 5
                      Glans Girth 5 3/4

                      Mostly EQ Gains!

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                      • #12
                        Originally posted by jockinthebox View Post
                        TRUE, but it DOES MATTER, otherwise, why are we here???
                        I have a goal of gaining an inch once my EQ is 100%. Those thoughts of inadequacy are no longer holding me back. I can have just as much fun with my average member as long as I have my confidence and a smile. Its how I got her to notice me in the first place.
                        Start
                        BPEL 5 1/2
                        EG 4 1/2

                        Current
                        BPEL 6 5/8
                        EG 5
                        Glans Girth 5 3/4

                        Mostly EQ Gains!

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                        • #13
                          Great stuff mate 👍 I wish I had the will power to walk the walk like that I think it takes a strong man to do that, you are definitely sounding strong within your mind. There isn't any shame in wanting a bigger penis though, in fact, I'm doing Penis Enlargement mostly because I'm unhappy with my size, I used to dwell specifically on the whole sex thing but really I've fond myself heading in other directions now.

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                          • #14
                            I need more details. Did you eat her out?

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                            • #15
                              Originally posted by Nikeairs23 View Post
                              I need more details. Did you eat her out?
                              Don't be a TROLL...it will get you neg repped or banned!....just a warning....

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