I hope this isn’t a silly question. Certainly my intentions are sincere. But here goes...
I’m not an unhappy person, but I am somewhat confused. I have a friend—short, compactly built, bit of a gut, not bad looking (somewhat like Jesse Plemons), combative personality but relatively successful. And he has many stories of women trying to seduce him, whether at a bar or at the fitness center or wherever. And he has ended up dating a few of these women, I know. They are often younger than him and quite attractive. But the main point here is this: he claims that they approach him or at least invite his approach.
Now take me. I’m a few inches over six-feet tall, about 215 pounds, mesomorph (e.g., my arms are 17+ inches in circumference). I won’t compare myself to an actor or anything, but I’ve been told that I’m good looking (even “beautiful” on one occasion) various times throughout my life. I also happen to have a really big penis, and I sport a healthy bulge, especially in jeans and athletic pants. I also have a respectable career. And yet, I don’t think a girl has *ever* made a pass at me..unless I already knew her and a relationship was beginning. In other words, I haven’t picked up on signals from a girl at a bar or the gym or on the subway, etc. I have to get to know her first.
So my question is: Why? Do I appear aloof, unapproachable? Or am I just bad at picking up on signs of attraction?
To be clear, it’s not that I want to randomly hook up with girls. I think I’d be happy just to know that I’m wanted. I look at my “measurable” stats (height, build, etc.), and I feel like I should be in demand. But I guess I’m not. What gives?
Sometimes this plays with my head. I start doubting the sincerity of compliments I’ve received in the past, and this fuels my BDD. It makes me want to work out harder, to do more PE, so that I can finally “know” that I’m attractive. But that knowledge continues to elude me...
I’m not an unhappy person, but I am somewhat confused. I have a friend—short, compactly built, bit of a gut, not bad looking (somewhat like Jesse Plemons), combative personality but relatively successful. And he has many stories of women trying to seduce him, whether at a bar or at the fitness center or wherever. And he has ended up dating a few of these women, I know. They are often younger than him and quite attractive. But the main point here is this: he claims that they approach him or at least invite his approach.
Now take me. I’m a few inches over six-feet tall, about 215 pounds, mesomorph (e.g., my arms are 17+ inches in circumference). I won’t compare myself to an actor or anything, but I’ve been told that I’m good looking (even “beautiful” on one occasion) various times throughout my life. I also happen to have a really big penis, and I sport a healthy bulge, especially in jeans and athletic pants. I also have a respectable career. And yet, I don’t think a girl has *ever* made a pass at me..unless I already knew her and a relationship was beginning. In other words, I haven’t picked up on signals from a girl at a bar or the gym or on the subway, etc. I have to get to know her first.
So my question is: Why? Do I appear aloof, unapproachable? Or am I just bad at picking up on signs of attraction?
To be clear, it’s not that I want to randomly hook up with girls. I think I’d be happy just to know that I’m wanted. I look at my “measurable” stats (height, build, etc.), and I feel like I should be in demand. But I guess I’m not. What gives?
Sometimes this plays with my head. I start doubting the sincerity of compliments I’ve received in the past, and this fuels my BDD. It makes me want to work out harder, to do more PE, so that I can finally “know” that I’m attractive. But that knowledge continues to elude me...
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